Broken Heart Under The Gingko Tree

4th

December it has something tragic about it maybe because it remind me that the year is ending.December also has that magical feeling with bells ringing,poinsettia wreath hanging outside the doors of every house.children giggling while eating candy cane..smell of baked fruit cake in every cafe.Christmas is a beautiful whelming featival..For me december is like a two side of a coin,happiness and sadness intertwining their fingers together while facing their backs to each other...
There was only one cafe that sell delicious fruit cake and best coffee near my college .cafe darling..my friend and i were the regular customers we were always eager to try new varieties of bakes and always gave honest opinions maybe thats why the owner loved us,so much that we can barge in at closed time without any second thoughts.It was saturday evening of bone chilling december i was alone and feeling down so i went to the cafe,maybe having my favourite coffee while watching peoples and snow falling from the huge glass widows could lift my mood.I sat on the  corner booth with my coffee and just trying to soak in all the cheerfull spirit of christmas.I was about to take the first sip when someone tap my right shoulder.
I looked up from my coffee and was stupified to see him standing beside me...Yoongi...His expressions unreadable,stiff body frame just looking at me with those enigmatic eyes.we kept looking at each other unconsious to our surrounding.Suddenly somehow his words from that day hit me,i averted my eyes quickly.I waited for him to say anything but he was silent so out of irritation i spoke

"you know this is the only cafe near collage premise right?so you cant say that i am stalking a hot shot like you like the way you said that day"

he nod slowly.. "good" i said and went back to my coffee....the cafe staff announced that espresso for Yoongi is ready,so he left.i sigh in relief but it was short lived.Yoongi cameback and slide in the chair infront of me,and started to sip his coffee...

'what the hell?what is he doing?now he is going to destroy the little bit of cheeriness i had?'i thought will holding my mug in my both hands.After few minutes he spoke up

"I ahh ..i want to talk...
I wasn't myself that day,many things happened to me and i was angry.I just wanted to listen to my music peacefully and wanted to stop the world from reaching in."he stopped and mimic the same gesture i did with my mug.

"yoongi i understand about the fucked up world and the problem we suffer daily as students but that doesn't mean that you rain all that on me.you said i m stalking you?"

He said "yah about that.I saw u that day of rap battle and the other day you were standing there looking at me while i was sleeping and on the roof which is prohibited for students except for biology dorks. So i thought you are .yah"..

I wanted to laugh so hard but stopped myself it was funny to see him,he was blushing and was trying to look any where but me.

"look"i said after a while"hey its christmas and december so why don't we just forget this whole thing and this very awkward situation we are in now ya?and yes i accept your apology so breathe"
He gave me a small genuine smile and went back to his coffee.
Thank you Joy