Death, I Guess

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All my friends think that when I get older I will be an alcoholic or a druggie and will die from something like that.

Truth is, I should be dead already.

It was a miracle I survived unharmed. Yes, I was in a nasty car accident, thrown into a wall at least 4 times. And we walked away. We walked away perfectly dandy. I mean, a bit spooked, but dandy.

I would like to relive that accident, except, everyone walks away fine, except me. I wish I died that day.

Hell, that is one way to leave, right?

Not something that is a preferred way to leave, but hey. Middle school has fucked up my brain.

Elementary School me would have never thought of death that way.

My science teacher talked about car accidents and afterwards, I had to walk outside to take a breath. Why? Because I should be dead.

Then I came back and got hit in the head with a meter stick.

Man, middle school really is the time to realize stuff. I have realized half my class are fucking idiots. Like I am.

We are all fucking idiots in a fucking school.

Hahaha, we are all dead inside. 

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