Apparently, I'm the mean girl

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Dove: come on. Let's take you home.

I decided I could just go see Shawn anyway.

And plus, if I let Laura drive herself home she'd probably just kill herself on the way.

Accidental or not.

It's kinda weird how I'm dating Laura's brother. She's kinda cool with it now, and just doesn't really care.
But before, it was horrible.

I couldn't even visit my own boyfriend.

Laura: why are you being so nice to me?

She said. Staring at the window, that was closed, so I could see her reflection.

Her eyes were still teary, and I felt so so SO bad.
Not believing that my friends did this. To a couple, happily in love.

Now they're both miserable. And it honestly sucks.

Dove: because you're hurting....and I'm sorry it happened.

Laura:..oh.

I could easily see, that this Laura, the one sitting right next to me is the exact same Laura that used to be my best friend.

Like...just look at her!-- ok. Maybe you can't. But just look at her.

Laura: I know that he didn't really want to do it...but like, he wanted to deliberately hurt. What does that even mean?!

She paused.

Laura: does that mean that he wants us to break up, but then he didn't know how to do it, or did he just want want to hurt me, because he really did...and...

A single tear fell down her cheek.

Laura: or all this time, was he just waiting for me to--

Dove: no. That's not it.

I cut her off.

Laura: how do you know?

Dove: I just...I just know that that's not it, can you please just trust me?

Of course she wouldn't really trust me. I mean....at school, we happen to be enemies. And....yeah.

Laura: ok...

...............

Dove: hey.

I said as I walked into my baby's room, and kissed his on the cheek.

(AN You guys need to to know that I am so bad at shit like this, like I am cringing to my Butt right now. But I really need to add some more "romantic" shit, for you guys. So...yeah. I literally can't even right "I love you" without cringing. So...I think I'm trying....right?...no?....ok. Keep reading!)

Shawn: oh, hey. I didn't know you were here.

Dove: well....I'm here!

Shawn: how did you get past Laura in the living room?

Dove: oh. Don't worry about that.....I'm just really worried about her. Cause like....I'm just scared she's gonna do something stupid.

Shawn: Laura is. It gonna do anything stupid because of a dumb boy.

Dove:...but babe..this dumb boy is ross. That boy that I know she's MADLY in love with...I know you haven't seen her cry this much over a boy.

Shawn:.....I haven't...

He paused.

Shawn: I wonder why he did it.

I was dying from keeping this in me. I couldn't not tell him...

I was so close to telling Laura, but it's even harder for me to keep this from him.

Dove: I kinda....know why he did it.

Shawn: what?...how? And why did he do it?

Was I seriously about to tell him?

Of course he would tell Laura. He's her brother.

Dove: you have to promise not to tell Laura or Ross though...like...I 100% not involved in this at all, but we can't let them find out now, because Laura is literally gonna kill...

Shawn:...ok, so what happened?

Dove: you need to promise...you need to that you won't tell Laura, or Ross, or ANYONE.

Shawn: I swear I won't tell. Now tell me!

Great. Raini and Aili might just kill me after this.

............

Shawn: WHAT THE FUCK?!

Dove: Shawn, calm down. Laura might hear you.

Shawn: well, maybe that's good! Cause I'm gonna tell her! LAURA!---

I covered his mouth, and stopped him from leaving the room.

Dove:....you promised you wouldn't tell her...at least not right now.

Shawn: but hat kind of brother would I be if I didn't?....she has to know, dove.

Dove: yeah. I know that, I really wanted to tell her. But we can't do that.....she's going to KILL Aili...and you know that.

Shawn: to be honest, I want to kill Aili right now.....how could you let them do that?!

Dove: I couldn't stop them...I swear if I could, I would.

Shawn: well...you could have at least told us what they were planning on doing. Or warned ross about it!

Dove:...I'm sorry.

Now that I think about it, why didn't I warn Ross.

All this wouldn't have happened if I did.

Shawn:....so what are we gonna do?

Dove: I don't know.

...........

I decided I might just end all my stories before I leave.

-rAtliff-