Choice or Chance?

Chapter Three - Revenge Regret

Author Note:
Hey guys, so this will be chapter three - just a quick warning that, I'm finding it super difficult to remember all the features I've given the main character at the moment, and I'm not that keen on going back to chapter one and having to re read it all so I know exactly detail for detail, so if it changes, just go with it yeah? 😅😂✌️ - also there is a sex scene in this chapter, so pre warning 💯

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A painful throb raws through my head as I could feel my throat practically begging for moister. My fingertips brush the hair covering my eyes and annoying my features. I flicker my eyes open and appears a plain white ceiling. There was nothing special about the ceiling, just the fact that it was unfamiliar. I hesitantly lift my head above the fluffy blankets that covered my skin, and gaze around the anonymous room. Similar to Adam's apartment, the room definitely screamed luxury, however, the problem was that it wasn't his! I hear a slight snore creep in my ears and my eyes widen with fear. My head slowly turns to the direction the sound came from. I gaze at the opposite side of the bed and see an oh-so light pink haired male laid next to me, asleep. A scream escapes my lips and causes the unknown male to jolt and stumble off the bed. It's then as I crawl to my knees, that I realise I'm naked, I quickly scramble for the sheets and shield my figure.
"Who are you!?" I quickly blurt out.
The man's head appears from the beds edge, still tired and confused. He mumbles something in Korean and scratches his head. I throw a pillow at him and repeat my question.
"God dammit woman, it's Baekhyun," the boy states as if its an obvious answer.
"What are you doing here!?"
"What do you mean 'what am I doing here'? This is my room." The boy replies waving his hands in front of his face for protection.
Before I could ask another question, fact got the better of me. He was correct, I wasn't in Adam's room, and instead some stranger's named Baekhyun. I glance one more time around the room as a sigh of defeat leaves my lips. My eyes then lead back to the boy who seems to be reaching for something on the floor. He tosses it to me and tells me to put it on. I soon realise it's my dress and underwear. My memory begins to refill my mind and my mouth drops open in shock. I cheated on Adam. The man still on the other side of the bed pulls up his underwear around his hips and snaps the elastic against his skin. After that he pulls a plain red t-shirt over his head and follows that with a pair of shorts. He turns his gaze to me and stiffens.
"Something wrong love?" He asks calmly.
I hesitate my reply, having over a million questions I could possibly ask, but one seems to slip out first. "D-did we have sex?" I ask stupidly, already knowing the answer.
In return the man places a hand on his hip and the other over his mouth trying to prevent himself from laughing. "Yes Brook." He confirms with my name rolling off his tongue. His accent was pretty distracting to be honest. He was pretty fluent in English as it seemed, although, his Korean accent was heavily presented.
"C-can you help me?" I ask looking nowhere else but the sheets.
"With?"
I gaze at the items of clothing in my hand and back up at him. "Uhm, well... these clothes are a little too odd to be walking around in for this time of day." I state, trying to relax my breathing.
The man hums in agreement and walks across the room to open a draw. He pulls out an oversized grey male jumper and tossed it at me. I catch the clothing and mutter a small thank you.
"I'll let you get dressed and meet you in the kitchen." He says as he closes the door behind him.
I couldn't help feel uncomfortable at his calmness, I mean, I couldn't be the only one freaking out about this right? I sigh at my thoughts and begin getting dressed. I first slip on my bra and underwear, then pull the oversized piece of fabric over my head. It reaching my knees, I'm satisfied with how comfortable I am. I walk to the door and place my hand on the handle. I hesitate before I open it and think to myself, not remembering a single thing from last night, or the fact that I met a guy named Baekhyun who I supposedly slept with. I needed more answers, so with a deep inhale i lower my grip on the handle to reveal the living space of the boys house. It was stunning. It's something out of a movie.
"Something only a celebrity would live in." I say out loud to myself, twirling myself around as I grasp my gaze on every detail of the generous room.
A laugh interrupts my thoughts as I turn around to see Baekhyun pouring himself a glass of orange liquid. I ignore his laughter and continue to take in my surroundings.
"Don't you think this place is a little big for one person?" I ask questionably. I mean, the place was huge, I was only on the first floor, and could see the large staircase leading to the unknown second floor.
"That's because I don't live alone."
I freeze. Did I screw a mummies boy? I'll die if I did!! Fuck fuck, what if he's underage? I mean he looks kinda young. I begin to have a miniature freak out session with myself, before I work up the confidence to mutter out another question.
"How old are you?"
"25."
Why would a 25 year old still be living at home though?
"Relax dummie, I live with my members, only for the time being though." It was as if he read my thoughts. But I couldn't help question what he meant by "members".
Baekhyun walks past me and places himself on the decently sized royal white couch laid piecefully in middle of the enormous lounge space that was openly connected to the breathtaking kitchen. He lays his legs up on the coffee table and takes a sip from his cup.
"Members?" Is all that leaves my mouth before I stumble my body towards Baekhyun. I sit on the opposing couch that happened to face the one he was sitting on.
"Yeah, you know, Chen, Kai, Chanyeol..." He looked at me with a confused expression and placed down his glace. "You don't know who I am?"
I returned a similar confused expression and shook my head. I find the boy scoff in front of me and begin to laugh once more. He mumbles another phrase in Korean as I continue to sit there confused. Before I got a chance to ask another question, or why he was acting so strange, a yell from upstairs echoes through the large house. I turn my body to see another male make his way down the stairs and into the living space. He was kind of tall, and slim framed, with very distinguished cheek bones. Our eyes met, and he froze in place. He looked at Baekhyun as if he demanded an answer. Both men began to banter back and forth in Korean, I not understanding a word of it, until Baekhyun broke the language barrier.
"Chen sit down." He said firmly.
Before I knew it, the man named "Chen" was seated still beside me. You could tell he was uncomfortable and demanded answers.
"Chen meet Brook, Brook meet Chen."
I gaze to my left and smiled a small hello at the boy. In return, I receive nothing but him rising from his seat. He seemed angry and wanted to say something, until he was interrupted by several noises being heard from upstairs. Chants and laughter were sounded, as I watched several other men climb down the stairs, stumbling after one another. They all vary in height, and are extremely good looking. Why can't I speak Korean? They all reach my gaze and freeze. One of the smaller men, with black, crimped hair, points in my direction, and mutters something in Korean. I didn't bother trying to understand, and instead took notice of his odd, but cute grin. Chen once again seemed to want to say something, but once again, was soon interrupted by Baekhyun rising to his feet and saying a Korean word I do know.
"Ne." There was silence hanging awkwardly in the room for a brief moment, before the tallest boy broke it off by speaking in his native tongue and heading straight to the kitchen. The rest of the members clapped and chanted in what seemed like agreement, leaving me, Baekhyun and Chen alone in the lounge room. I could sense tension between the boys, so I knew better then to interrupt and instead, walked back into the room I woke up in. I clicked the door handle and entered the room, closing the door behind me. I sit on the bed, and wait for Baekhyun to enter. Knowing he will seeing how he's got some explaining to do. A sudden yell bursts from the living space, followed by the smack of a rough sounding door. I hear footsteps approach my door and I freeze. The knock makes me wonder if it was Baekhyun, seeing how it is his room. I ask who it is, and am relieved to hear Baekhyun's voice. I open the door for him and watch as he stumbles into the room and lets his body fall onto his bed. He sighs in anger and places his hands to his face. I join him on the bed, sitting patiently beside him. He creates a crack between his fingers and sees me looking at him. He jolts up and mimics my sitting position.
"I'm guessing you would like some answers." Is all he says. His calm voice makes me feel at ease as his light pink locks sway in front of his eyes. I nod. He hesitates his reply, but soon ushers out - "You'll be staying with us for a while." I was taken aback by his answer, and was confused as to why he would think something so ridiculous. I begin to laugh, thinking he was joking, but the boy continued to sit there still, with a serious expression. My laughter suddenly stops.
"You're joking right?" I ask, anger growing inside me.
"Brook... I didn't get that drunk last night, but you definitely did. Obviously, you can't remember much, or if not, anything right now. But you basically blurted out everything that happened between you and your boyfriend, and how you were seeking revenge... You cried often about how you were scared about where you would stay, and what you'll do. So I'm doing you a favour." What he said made complete sense, and sounds like something my drunk ass would do. He's right, I did have nowhere to stay, but staying here with eight anonymous strangers isn't what I had in mind.
"You're right... and it's a very generous offer, but--"
"It's not open for discussion." He replies boldly, staring me straight in the eyes. His eyes were deep, I could barely see the pupil. It seemed like there was more to what he has said, so I waited patiently, not breaking the eye contact. "Chen, was there last night, he was another person you vented your heart out to. He knows who you are, but in order to keep you here..." He paused once again for a brief moment, as if preparing himself for my reply. "I had to lie to the rest of the members about why you're staying here."
Confusion struck me. Am I not staying here out of the kindness of his heart until I get on the next plane back to California?
"I needed to lie to them, because, they're terrible at keeping secrets, and it's more likely of SM finding out."
I continue to sit with a confused expression. Who's SM? And what did he tell the members about my staying here? I refused to continue sitting with these questions running through my mind and not asking them, so I spoke up and asked Baekhyun. He chuckled, allowing his porcelain white teeth to show.
"You still don't know who I - or better yet - we, are, do you? I thought I'd refresh your memory when I told you that I live with my members." He waits for me to say something, but I continue looking at him, wanting answers. He sighs in defeat. "SM Entertainment, is a well known company in South Korea. It's one of the several businesses that fund potential celebrities and promote those who are ones that have come from their business." Is all he said, I took a second for me to process the words.
"So... you and those guys, are potential celebrities?" I ask, thinking it's an insane question.
"No." He replies. I kick myself mentally. How can I be sitting next to a celebrity, let alone sleep with one.
"We are celebrities."
My eyes widen with shock and I begin to giggle. "You're joking right?"
"Far from it. We're EXO, we debuted in 2012 with initially twelve members, but now we have nine." He spoke as if it was a casual introduction. But I definitely wasn't buying it, so I chose to ignore the answer to whoever SM was, and re-asked about what the reason was he told the rest of the men, why I'm staying here.
"It's not easy to say... I mean, like any celebrity, or human, sex is a normal thing among life, and people in our age group... and with our fans being strict on who we date publicly, so that's why our businesses hire... certain woman... to stay with us for a certain amount of time, to heal our.... sexual frustrations..." Once said he clenched his lips together tightly and balled his hands. My eyes widen. I knew what he was referring to. I raise my hand and swing it with force. I watch as the redness forms on his check and satisfaction lightens me. I rise to my feet and begin to yell at the boy.
"Who the hell do you think you are!? I am not some slut you can pass around. I am a human being with emotions and feelings-" My anger was interrupted by a sudden wall hitting my back harshly. I try to figure out what just happened, and I instead look up to see Baekhyun in front of me, keeping me locked against the wall. He leans in close to my face, inches away from my lips.
"I never called you that."
He looks deep into my eyes, not breaking the intense eye contact. He pushes his lean body against mine, pushing a knee in between my legs, causing them to spread.
"Besides... I'll never let any of them lay a hand on you anyway."
He smirks proudly at his clever words and before I knew it his lips were locked onto mine. My legs begin to tremble as I feel his lips move slowly against mine. He slides his tongue skilfully across my bottom lip, asking for entrance. When I don't allow him, I feel his teeth sink into my bottoms lip, as a way of him demanding entrance. I moan in defeat and allow him to slide his tongue along mine and in my mouth. As he explores my mouth, I find my trembling body being lifted up into his arms. I wrap my arms around his neck for support, hoping he wouldn't let me fall. He swings our bodies around and throws me backwards. I gasp mid air but am soon saved by the bed beneath me. A memory sparks my mind and I suddenly can't get Adam out of my head. I feel a tear fall from my cheek as I stared wide eye, as if I was back in the moment.
"Oh come on, I didn't throw you that hard did I?" He crawls onto the bed beside me and gazes at my sudden expression.
"Huh? Oh no... It's just, Adam." I say as I wipe away the tears in my eyes.
I don't get a response and instead receive a hand gripping my wrist and pulling it away from my face. I'm suddenly laid on back with Baekhyun hovering over me. He holds both my wrists firmly in one of his hands above my head. I gaze at him with shock, tears still visible in my eyes. He leans down close to me, with the fringe of his hair barely touching my skin.
"We don't talk about him anymore."
He kisses me once again with force, immediately returning to where we left off. I could feel the bulge in his pants rub against my lower stomach. I moan at the encouraging contact and begin to kiss him back passionately. He slid his other hand down my body and tugged on the jumper I still had on.
"Take it off." He demanded, breaking the kiss. I could feel his hot breath against my skin, his morning breath somehow being minty. He allowed me to crawl out from underneath him and stand up in front of him beside the bed. He sat patiently and observed me carefully. I reached down to the hem of the jumper and lifted up, exposing myself to the stranger. Soon enough the fabric had slid off my body and placed on the floor, forgotten of. I could see his lustful eyes staring my body up and down. He orders me to come closer with a bend of his finger. I slowly walk towards the bed, sitting up on my knees in front of him. He reaches out and pulls me by the hem of my lace black thong causing me to land on his body. As if we could read each other's minds, I wrap my legs around his hips as he sat crossed legged, not daring to break eye contact. He traced his hands up my back and skillfully unclipped my bra. I instinctively raise my hands to my chest at an attempt to hold my bra in place. Baekhyun lifts his arms and places them on mine, rubbing them up and down.
"It's nothing I haven't seen before Brook."
I couldn't help but love the way my name rolled off his tongue. I still didn't take my hands away from my chest and instead looked down in embarrassment. He sighs and leans slightly backwards, lifting his red shirt over his head and tossing it over my shoulder. I gaze down at his hard abs and can't help but want to touch them.
"See, now we're even."
I chuckle at his words and he smiles in return. I sigh in defeat and look him directly in his deep, almost back, orbs. I hesitantly drop my hands from my chest allowing my bra to fall in between us. He breaks eye contact and looks down at my regular sized breasts. Times like this, I wished I had big, bouncy boobs that made any man tremble at my feet. He lifts his arms at level with my breasts and places both hands firmly against them. He gently squeezes them, allowing a slight moan to leave my lips. He grins cheekily at me and squeezes them again. I try hard not to make a sound as he begins massaging the sensitive flesh. He leans down and places soft, wet kisses along my cleavage. He trailed the kisses in a messy line upwards leading to my neck. He began to kiss around until he found my sensitive spot. I shivered once he found it, causing him to bite down harshly on the flesh, leaving a giant purple and red mark on my skin. I see his satisfied smirk as he begins to create more along my jaw line and breasts. I wince at the almost painful sucking sensation. I close my eyes and run my fingers through his pink ball of fluff as he continues to satisfy me. I could feel the giant bulge in his pants against my womanhood and I couldn't help but grind myself against him. I realized I made a mistake when he stopped showering me with kisses and hickies. He gazed up at me, with an expression I couldn't define. Before I could mutter out an apology, Baekhyun bucked his hips upwards into me, causing me to hum out a pleasing moan.
"Undo it." He states boldly, obviously referring to his shorts that he still had on. I hesitantly reach my hands down to his button, and undo his pants. Breaking the position we were in, he climbs off the bed and stands still in front of me. Without loosing eye contact, he slides his shorts down his legs, leaving him in his hip hugging Calvin Klein underwear. Baekhyun contained a lovable, baby like face, that had a smile any girl would die for, and eyes that you could practically swim in. But his body was a completely different story. His structure was completely misleading compared to his facials. His body was so mature, with muscle and bone lines defining each of his features. My attention couldn't draw away from the large and extremely visible bulge in his underwear. I gulped at the size and wondered why I already wasn't in pain. I mean, we did have sex last night right?
"Come here."
My thoughts are disrupted as Baekhyun tells me to join him off the bed. I do as he says and stand beside him, facing him. He was a little taller then me, so I had to tilt my head up, while his down. He placed both his hands on each of my shoulders and pushed down. I fell to my knees, finding myself face to face with his incredible bulge.
"Suck it." He orders. The words being firm. Dare I try and disobey him? I gulp once again and look directly at the grey piece of fabric. I reluctantly connect my finger tips to the elastic strap of his underwear and slowly pull down. I close my eyes, as nerves got the better of me, and once again open them when the underwear drops to the boys feet. I gasp as I see an almost completely erect dick hanging in front of my face. The size was extremely satisfying, and I look up at Baekhyun to find him staring down at me. I look back down and shift on my knees a little to get a better angle. I wrap my hand around the base of his cock and aline my mouth with his tip. Using my tongue as my first contact, I slowly brush my tongue against the tip of his long shaft, earning a deep growl from Baekhyun. Encouraged by his noise, I take a deep breath in an wrap my mouth around the tip of his dick. I slowly suck, bobbing my head up and down, as I skillfully swirl my tongue around him, earning more sounds as I go. I lower my mouth on his shaft, trying to fit as much as I can in my mouth. I stop a little more then half way as I feel his dick hit the back of my throat. I go to pull my mouth backwards, back to the tip of his shaft, but am soon stopped by a sudden hand placed on the back of my head. I hum in confusion at the contact, and am suddenly, slowly pushed forwards by Baekhyun, once again sliding down his dick. I begin to gag and flinch as his dick slides further down my throat, until I find myself reaching the base of his shaft.
"That's a good girl." He breaths out, satisfied by my efforts.
He pulls himself out almost completely before he rams himself back into my mouth with force. I chock on his dick, and fall to the floor. Reaching for my throat as an attempt to sooth it.
"Did I say stop?" He questions, and grabs me by the hair, lifting me back to my knees.
I find myself back into the position I originally was with my mouth hanging wide open. He slides his cock easily into my mouth and I have no other alternative then to do as he wishes. I attempt to take control as I bob my head up and down faster on his shaft. He moans at my actions and I try to go faster. I slide my tongue up and down the bottom of his dick and squeeze my lips firmly against his cock, ensuring that I suck him hard.
"A-ah fuck Brook." He moans as I continue my rhythm. He suddenly pushes me off his cock and makes me stand. "I'm finishing inside you." Is all he says before I'm back on the bed with him hovering over me. He reaches into the bedside table beside the bed and pulls out a little square packet. Before he opens it, he places it beside us on the bed. I feel his hand play with the fabric of my thong. I could feel my heart throbbing inside my chest with every touch he made. He traces his fingertips against my slit on the outside of my underwear. "I can already feel how wet you are." My cheeks redden, and he pulls down my black lace, leaving me spread out on the bed naked. He places a hand on my inner thigh, inviting me to open my legs. I ignore his request and continue to keep my legs shut out of embarrassment. He sighs in annoyance and I find myself being flipped onto my stomach. Shock struck me as I find myself facing the sheets. He pulls my, as if weightless, body up so I'm rested on my elbows and knees. Initially confused by his actions, I realize that it's an easier way to my womanhood. Before I got a chance to stop him, I feel a finger rub against my exposed, wet hole, sending shivers down my spine. Not wasting any time, he pushes the digit inside me and a gasp escapes my lips. I hear him laugh behind me, as he curls the finger deep inside me, rubbing against my g-spot.
"A-ahh, Ba-Baekh-" my words were stolen from me as a second and third finger join the first. He slides them in and out of me, while skillfully curling them at the right angle. Pleasure got the better of me, as I begin to rock my body back and forth on his clever fingers. I continuously moan at his actions, practically begging for more. I hear him fiddle with some sort of rapper behind me and before I could look his fingers had slipped out of me, leaving me feeling empty. I sigh in discomfort.
"Relax baby, something much better is coming I promise." I didn't know whether or not I should be pleased or concerned with that remark, but I choose to stay quiet as I wait patiently. I suddenly feel his member against my entrance and can't help but arch my back, allowing him more entrance. He slaps his cock against my clit a couple of times before I speak up--
"P-please... I can't take it anymore." I say with my face buried deep within the sheets.
I feel him lean down, his body molding against the shape of mine. His breath tickles my ear as I hear him say-
"Beg for it." He snaps the t of it and returns to his knees behind me.
I sigh in sexual frustration. "I-I want you... to fuck me. Please... I-I need it." 
I can practically hear the smirk on his face, and before I knew it, his cock had been rammed deep into my core. I scream in both pain and pleasure as I try to get used to his size.
"F-fuck you're tight!" He says as he pauses with his entire dick buried deep within my womanhood.
He begins to buck his hips back and forth, slowly picking up pace as I adjust. My moans grow louder with every thrust. His skin slapping against mine. The room was hot, and I could barely hold myself up. I could feel his member sliding in and out of me, and his balls hit against my vagina. The arousing sensation was becoming too much for me to endure, as I find myself practically screaming with pleasure under his masculine frame.
"P-please... Ha-harder." I could barely make any words with the pace he was going at.
He doesn't reply, but instead reaches his hand forward and balls my hair in his fist. He pulls it harshly, and smacks my ass with his free hand.
"Better?" He breathes out.
"Ohhh~~ yes!!" I continue to scream as I am overwhelmed with the amount of pleasure I was receiving. I start to feel the pit of my lower stomach begin to tighten, causing me to grip tightly onto the sheets. "Ba-Baekhyun... I'm- I'm gonna~~~" I couldn't finish my sentence, at an attempt to warn him and my fluids suddenly rush out of me and onto his cock. I sigh in relief as the built up pressure had finally been released. Baekhyun didn't stop however. I continued to feel him pound his member into me. He grips tighter on my hair, causing me to growl. I'm suddenly flipped onto my back with Baekhyun pulled completely out of me. Once he gains position, he aligned himself with my entrance again and begins to thrust. My legs wrap around his body as I am being thrown back and forth by him. I feel him begin to loose rhythm and his thrusts begin to get sloppier. His moans get louder as he thrusts only a couple more times into me, before he lets his load out into the condom. He pulls out of me and pulls off the condom, chucking it into the bin next to the bed. I lay myself onto the bed, panting. I had never really done "rough sex" before with Adam, so I never really experienced this. I watch as Baekhyun lays himself next to me, but I suddenly find myself beginning to drift off to sleep. My eyelids become heavy, while my body grows weaker, and before I know it I was waking up to an empty bed without Baekhyun.
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Annnnddd that's that chapter done. Heaps long chapter, but a lot of effort went into it, so please be kind. I'm gonna actually do a author note for my next publish, just because I wanna state a couple of things for the book. Thanks guys! Xx