Fix you - Harry Styles fanfic - AU

three

***Kenzi's pov. ***  ~Edited

When I get to my lesson there are not many people there and normally Harry gets there first but it seems that today I beat him to it.

After a few minutes students start filling the classroom, I look around and everyone was here... everyone apart from Harry.

Miss starts the lesson and still no sign of Harry. I wonder if something happened to him, I mean I saw him at lunch and he was just like he normally is... I hope he's fine.

Even though I love English I can't seem to concentrate or pay attention to what is being said by the old lady with short brown hair. My mind just keeps going crazy with stuff like:

If Harry was in until lunch but now he's missing it's because something happened.

What could have happened?

Is he ok?

He could be in need of my help

Or just any help

The lesson ends and so I make my way home. When I get there I prepare something to eat and end up watching a movie with my four cute older brothers. After dinner I clean the dishes, kiss everyone goodnight and go to my room. I change into my pyjamas with little unicorns on and decide to read a book. When I start getting tired I put the book away and let sleep take over me.

In the morning I do my daily routine and head to school. When I get there Tori and Jenny are already waiting for me at the gates. I hug both of them and we go to our lesson. We're actually in the same lesson so we walk together.

When we get there we occupy our seats and take what is necessary for the lesson from our bags. After a while Tori slides me a paper note. I open it and read it.

So how's the new guy? ;) - it says, I want to laugh but obviously I can't.

How would I know? :p - I write and throw back the little piece of paper at her.

She throws it back after a few seconds and this time it says:

Don't you have lessons together?

Yes actually but he didn't go. - I write back.

The next one says:

Do you have any with him today?

And I write:

Yes, after lunch.

She writes back saying:

Hopefully he'll go today ;)

And I write:

Hopefully? I think we should pay attention to the lesson now :p

She writes:

Don't pretend that you aren't dying to see him again, I can see it on your face ;) but yeah lets pay attention to the lesson now ;p

At lunch we sit all together and start talking about the lessons we had or more like how boring they were. From the corner of my eye I see Harry walking to the table that he normally sits at, I examine him from a distance just trying to see if he's ok, I come to the conclusion that he's still in one piece and so I sigh in relief, he is fine. He looks so damn gorgeous! He's wearing a black t-shirt, black jeans and a brown pair of boots, which really suit him, to be honest I think anything would look great on him because he's naturally handsome. He sits and does exactly what he always does, which is sit there just looking down at his hands. He always looks so sad and depressed; I just want to go there and hug him as tight as I possibly can.

"Why don't you go talk to him instead of staying here staring?" Tori suggests.

"I don't know if I should." I say and start biting my nails.

"You probably shouldn't, you don't even know the guy." Josh blurts.

"Don't be silly! It's not like he's going to rape her! I think she should go." Jenny joins the conversation and I just stare at them not knowing what to do.

"What are you waiting for? Go!" Tori orders.

"Fine, fine!" I say and walk over to the curly haired boy. I try to concentrate on my walking, my legs are feeling numb like they might fail me, I take slow but long steps, my heart beating fast in my chest as the distance between us decreases.

"Hey there." I said sitting on the chair in front of him, it felt awkward to stand up while he was sat down.

"Hi."

"Are you ok? You look sad." I asked concerned even though this is probably not the right way to start a conversation with the person that you have a crush on even though the only thing you know about him is his name.

"And you are?" He asks. I feel disappointed that he doesn't know my name even though we have English together and the teacher has done the register a couple of times now but I keep cool.

"Oh sorry about that, I'm Kenzi. Who are you?" I ask playing his own game because I already know his name and he looks at me confused.

"I... I'm no one." He says so honestly that I almost believe him.

"I see, well no one you didn't answer my question." I smile trying to ease the tension between us.

"Why do you care? Why are you even here?" He asks and the smile that I had on my face drops right to the floor. I did not see that coming.

"I was just trying to give you some company that's all."

"Well I don't need it. I was fine before! You must be really stupid to not figure that out!" He shouted.

"I was just trying to get to know you. You didn't have to be rude! But you know what; forget it I was actually really stupid for coming here in the first place! Sorry again for bothering you so much." I shouted back and walked out of the cafeteria.

I go to the one place where I know I can find peace, the library. Not many people go there and to me the library is a great place to be when I need to do some thinking or when I just want to be left alone or both. As I get there I sit at a table in the corner and let my mind go through the situation. I really wasn't expecting him to react like that. I never thought he was one of those rude and stupid guys. To be honest I still don't think he is, I mean he was rude but maybe he's not always like this or maybe there's a reason to why he's like this.

When the school bell makes its annoying sound my heart skips a beat. I have a lesson with him, and worse, he sits right next to me! How am I supposed to face him after what happened?!

'Maybe he won't turn up.' My inner voice says. Yeah with a bit of luck he won't show up. But what if he does? Maybe I should skip it. What am I talking about I have never skipped a lesson before in my entire life! I'm not going to let him get to me. Yeah, I'm going to my lesson and I'll pretend that he doesn't even exist.

Happy new year everyone !! Love you all xx