Fix you - Harry Styles fanfic - AU

Ten

***Kenzi's POV***

I wake up to the annoying sound of my alarm and the first thing I do is check my phone. No messages from Harry, he never replied last night and he probably won't. When I was ready I ran downstairs as I was starving.

"Morning guys! Wait, where's Zayn?" I ask confused when I get to the kitchen. Zayn always has breakfast with us and he normally is the last one to leave the house.

"We don't know, when we got here he was just leaving, didn't even say goodbye," Louis explained. This is so weird, why would he do that and why would he leave so early? He must be up to something...

"He was acting all weird, something's up with that guy."

"Niall, let's not exaggerate, maybe he had a bad night of sleep or something, he's never been a morning person either so that explains the weird part. For the other part maybe he had something to do and had to rush." We all agree with Liam as he is right most of the time and eat our breakfast.

When I get to school I meet Tori, Jenny and Josh, I hug each one of them and we walk to the common room. I check my timetable, no lessons with Mr Confusing today. I put it back in my handbag and my phone vibrates so I get that out.

From: H

Good morning, can we go to mine after school to start the project or do you have plans?

I stare at the screen for a few seconds thinking what to reply, he is so annoying! You know what, two can play this game.

To: H

Morning, no I don't have any plans but I don't wanna go to your house. I can meet you in the library if you want.

"Everything ok? You're making weird faces to a phone." Jenny asks and I let out a long sigh, I must look like such an idiot and for a guy that I've only known for a bit more than a week. How is this possible? How does a person mess with another this much in such a short amount of time?

"Sorry guys, I'm ok don't you worry."

"Is it that guy Harry? I don't understand Kenzi, all he does is hurt you but you always go back for more!" Josh blurred out shocking all three of us girls. "Since you met him it's like I don't recognise you anymore, he doesn't even deserve you!

"Josh, what are you talking about? You don't know him! You don't know if he deserves me or not!" We were almost shouting at this point and a few people had started staring at us but I guess that didn't stop Josh from continuing.

"I do know; I know because if it was me I would never hurt you! If it was me I would treat you like a princess, I would give you anything you wanted and do everything to make you happy because I love you Kenzi!" No, no, no, no! This is not happening! I look around and everyone else is just as surprised as I am. All eyes are on me, waiting for a reaction or some words to come out of my mouth. I start struggling to bring air into my lungs, my vision unfocusing like a camera and so I ran out of there.

Once outside I try to calm myself down which takes a few minutes. I have no idea what happened, maybe it was all those people staring at me or the fact that my best friend that I've known for years just told me he loved me but I haven't had a panic attack for so long, I used to have them a lot when my parents died but I got them under control I can't start having them again! I concentrate on my breathing for a few seconds and close my eyes. My head was dizzy and my heart racing but all I could think was breathe in, breathe out, as if I've forgotten how to do it.

"Kenzi? Are you ok?" I open my eyes to see Jenny and Tori in front of me.

"I-I can't breathe." Once again I try to get as much air as I can but that only seems to make it worse.