Especially You

VI

Yuuri stoped in his tracks as he saw the beautiful blue eyes of his ex-lover.

"Yuuri..." Viktor said, his words laced with hope that he'll stay.

"G-get out." Yuuri said sternly. "Both of you."

"But Yuuri!" Minami pleaded

"I'm sorry Minami... I just want to be alone." Yuuri let a single tear fall before running to his bedroom and locking himself in the closet.

"See what you did?! Why couldn't you just have stayed away from us." Minami gave Viktor a stink eye before quickly turning around and walking out the front door.

Viktor just stood there dumbfounded. Why was Minami so protective of Yuuri? I mean... they have been friends for years now but... he has never seen him act like this. Okay yeah no Viktor would do the same thing if it happened to Chris.

Viktor slowly made his way to the bedroom and knocked on the closet door. "Yuuri please... I can't loose you..."

"Too late! I never want to see you again! Now get out of my house."

"Yuuri hon! Give me a second chance!"

"I've already told you to get out."

"Can I at least explain myself?"

"I've heard enough of your dumb excuses."

"...fine. But I will get you again one day." And with that Viktor made his way out of the house and down the road, calling his twin brother Vitaliy.

"Sup sup" a low voice with a very thicc (;D) Russian accent said.

"Vitaliy I made a huuuge mistake..."

"What did you do this time?" He sighs.
"Lastyearwhenivistedamericalastyearstevenwantedtogetbacktogetherandisaidyesandnowyuurihatesmeandhewontletmebackintothehouse." Viktor said very fast.

"Shit man, why would you do that?"

"I don't know! Could I stay with you until I get a new house and or Yuuri back?"

"Fine." Vitaliy sighs.

"Yaaay! Tanks bro."

~Time Skip of a whole month brought to you by my nightmare last night where I had to kill my possessed doggo~

Yuuri laid on the couch where he had only moved to go to the bathroom and eat snacks. Not meals. Small snacks. Let's just call the couch 'The Depression Couch'

Yuuri felt disgusted and disappointed with himself. Not because he had been in the same clothes and in the same spot for about a month, but because he was himself. He hated himself. He only wanted death.

In the midst of his self hatred, his phone started singing 'Shattered by Trading Yesterday' indicating that he was getting a call, probably from his sister Mari. To his surprise it was an unknown number. He answered it with his voice cracking slightly.

"H-hello?"

"Yuuri help."

"What? Who is this?"

"This is Vitaliy. You know Viktor's twin? Yeah. He's annoying me soooooo much. Can you help?"

"... I want nothing to do with him." And with that, Yuuri hung up the phone.

⚠️SLIGHT TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

Yuuri got up from his spot on the couch and slowly opened the bathroom door, almost as if it were instinct.

'I can't do this anymore.... I just can't! It hurts too much' he thought over and over again. He got every pill bottle that was either anti-depressants or anxiety pills and took one from each of the like 10 bottles.

'I just can't....'

He grabbed a razor and with each cut he made, the harder he cried.

Cut

Sob

Cut

Sob

Cut

Sob

Dizzy

Black

Floor.

VIKTOR POV (Wattpad isn't working for me rn. Heh...)

"Viktor!" I hear my brother yell to me after he got off the phone with someone.

"Waaat!"

"Your prince wants to see you. Go see him."

"YUURI?!"

"Yes just... please leave."

"Gladly!"

WHOOSH

Out the door I ran. To my little piggy prince!

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I walked into the house and looked around.

"Yuurriii~ where are yoooou?"

Nothing. The only response is silence.

"Yuuri?" I knock on the bathroom door "you in there?"

As I open the door all I see is blood. Just a big pool of blood and in the center....

Yuuri.

I rush to his side and pick him up. "Nonononononono.... Yuuri please wake up..."

A/N

Wattpad isn't working with me T-T ahhh. I'm sosososo sorry that I haven't updated... heh...
Also sorry if this feels rushed

I'll try to start that new book soon, but I've been... okay yeah no I'm not gonna lie. I've been procrastinating. And dying inside.

So Tuesday I'm gonna go to the doctor. Yay. Fun. Wow. I don't like this doctor.

  I need title ideas for the new book too! It's gonna be a Viktuuri mpreg where VikiNiki gets prego so ye

Well aaaaanyway... hope you have a better week than me!

~Thatdangotaku