Dating Jake Paul

So this is love

Jakes really thinking about leaving team ten for me? I mean I am happy that he cares so much for our baby and Lexi that he would change his whole life do us but I can't let him do that. He is gonna regret it and then become resentful to us.

"Jake I'm not letting you quit team ten or vlogging this is your life and who you are. I can't let you change this drastically for me and the kids."

"Ok if you really want me to stick with it I will."

"Promise?"

"Promise." He kissed me on the lips. So this is Love, I have never felt this way about anyone before. Even when I was with Banks I never felt this way about someone. I wanna be with Jake for the rest of my life.

"Jake?"

"Yeah B?"

"Do you ever think we'll get married?"

"I don't know to be honest. I would like to think so. Would you say yes if I asked you?"

"I'm pretty sure I would."

"Even though we have only been dating for 3 months."

"Yeah I know but we're having a baby together so I feel that makes up for it."

"But would We just be getting married for the kid or for ourselves."

"I would like to think both."

"I think we should look at rings maybe. But I definitely don't want a big wedding. I just want you, me, Lexi, the baby, and Logan. And I would like Banks and Alissa to come but I know you don't want them to come."

"Yeah and you don't want my parents to come and honestly I don't want them to come either because they are being mean to you just because you're not like them."

"I really wished they liked me because I don't have my mom. Because I would really like someone to talk to about being a mom."

"Is it ok if I ask what happened to your parents?"

"My parents kicked me out after they found out I was with Ricky. They said they wanted nothing to do with a slut like me. And to never come back to their house again. But my brother kept in contact with me since he was older than me. I moved in with Ricky and had lived with him up until we both moved to LA and then I bought myself an apartment."

"Wow how come you never told me any of this?"

"I don't know I guess I was embarrassed."

"Baby don't be embarrassed I love you no matter what."

"I know it's just not a memory I choose to remember and then tell to others."

"Well I think that's enough sharing for tonight, come on let's go to bed."

"I don't wanna I'm comfortable on the couch."

"I'll carry you."

"Ok." He picked me up bridal style and brought me into my room. King and Coco were on my bed already they always sleep on the left side of the bed. So there was no way Jake was gonna crawl into my bed tonight.

"Well I guess I won't be crawling into bed with you tonight." He said as he put me down on the bed. He kissed me goodnight  and the baby and walked over to the bean bag chair in the corner of my room. I had already put a blanket and a pillow on there for him.

"Good night B."

"Goodnight Paul."