Possessive Prince Charming

Chapter Seven: Alexander, I still prefer alpha

Recap:

A second later stood a 6'2 tall pure black wolf with Alpha's eyes.

Am I imagining? 

I couldn't stop the scream that escaped my lips.

Suddenly everything thing clicked. I remember reading millions of books about Werewolves. I actually adored them. How someone can love another per person so much, unconditionally. 

I was sure I lost it when I just smiled like the idiot I am and started to pat on the large wolf that is now mine.

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~ Julia White ~

Currently I was laying on the king sized bed and Alpha's in front of me. We were trying to get to know each other better.

Scratch that, we were trying to get to know each other. 

So far, he learned that my name is Julia and that I'm in love with green and white. No matter how hard he tried to persuade me to tell him about my past, I still didn't say a single thing.

However he said much more. I learned that his name is Alexander O'connor and that Alpha is his position. He told me all about mates and luna responsibilities. His favourite colour was also green but he prefers black over white. He mentioned that he has a sister that is 16. Like me. While he was 18. 

I was concentrating on my hands like their the most amusing things I've ever seen. As I ripped my eyes off them my heart started racing. My mate's face almost touching mine. Sure I was anticipating this moment but I was nervous and mostly scared.

Not of Alex, I know never hurt me internationally. But my past never was full of sunshines and rainbows. I had it hard.

Within a second, I placed my hand between us. Slowly pushing him away.

What broke my heart was his hurt look. Like someone just turned off his switch.

"I'm sorry." was all I managed to get out of my mouth.

" It's okay, but you know that I'm gonna have to mark you soon right? I'm trying my best, controlling my wolf, but I don't think he can wait too much. Sooner or later he'll snap. He's been waiting for you since I was 16. That's when every werewolf finds his mate."

I feel guilty, and I want to make it up for Alex.  But how?