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FIFTY ONE

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After seven years ....

Dylan Lilcon

Please , don't see . Just a boy caught up in dreams and fantasies .

Please , see me .  Reaching out for someone I can't see .

They said , past will give you a lessons . Totoo 'yon . My life seven years ago was great , happy , memorable and probably ,  worst and painful times of my life.

Take my hand let's see where we wake up tomorrow .

Best laid plans , sometimes are just a one night stand.

It just that na ... hindi malinaw sa akin ang lahat ng nangyari. Parang ang labo e' .

At first , akala ko ayun na , tapos na . Pero ng matauhan ako , déjà vu. I realized something . Nagsisi ako. Ang bilis e' . Natapos agad. Naunahan akong magdesisyon ng nararamdaman ko .

Mali e' . Maling mali ang ginawa ko. I should ask for her side first before I left. She's hurt too , I knew it. Alam kong mas nasasaktan siya .

I'd be damned , Cupid's demanding back his arrow .

So let's get drunk on our tears and ...

Hindi manlang kami nakapag-usap . Hindi manlang nakapag-paalam. We just ended our relationship like ... popping up bubbles.
Ang bilis nawala ng lahat ..

God , tell us the reason , youth is wasted on the young .

It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run .

Searching for meaning ..

But are we all lost stars? Trying to light up the dark .

Why am I still thinking about that by the way ? — thinking about her .

I am sure that she's happy now. Last time that I ask Danica . She said that Ilume looks better , and happy.

Who are we? Just a speck of dust within the galaxy .

Woe is me , if not careful turns into reality .

Yes , I'm still attached with Danica. Why ? Because she gave birth to my daughter , Zahra Scarlett.

Noong una , itinanggi kong akin ang dinadala ni Danica. I can't blame myself , I'm blind with anger.

Pero ng ipanganak ni Danica si Zahra? Nagbago lahat. Lahat ng masamang bagay na ginawa ni Danica , naglaho ng una kong makita ang pagmulat ng mata ni Zahra.

Napaiyak ako ng gabi na iyon . Nag-uumapaw na tuwa ang nararamdaman ko. Ang titigan ang sanggol na karga ko ay pakiramdam ko dinadala ako sa langit.

Don't you dare  let our best memories brings you sorrow

Yesterday I saw a lion kiss a deer.

Napatunayan ko naman na anak ko talaga si Zahra. Mula sa mga mata , ilong at ngiti niya , kuhang-kuha lahat sa akin .

I ask Danica to marry me , but she declined. Ano ba daw ang saysay ng pagpapakasal namin kung hindi ko naman siya mahal?

Tama naman siya . That time , I'm still suffering . Masakit pa sa akin ang lahat. Hindi ko talaga makaya ang tumingin sa iba.

So Danica and I ended up as a friend. A good friend by the way .

Turn the page maybe we'll find a brand new ending