i love how no one understands me and how that makes me feel so isolated and one step closer to the edge.
i'm sorry, for everything.
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brian: hey demons it's me, ya boy
chickenlittle: well well well
bobthebuilder: what what what
chickenlittle: no happy birthday??
drummermaknae: it was your birthday??
chickenlittle: it's practically a national holiday
winkpil: doesn't change the fact sungjin doesn't notice my existence bc he's in love with a girl who is in love with brian....
bobthebuilder: noted 👀📝
winkpil: IF IT WASNT FUCKING OBVIOUS
bobthebuilder: IF YOU WEREN'T ALREADY IN LOVE WOTH DOWOON
drummermaknae: i, a child
chickenlittle: can y'all just wish me happy birthday then you can spill all the tea
brian: happiest of birthdays to the bane of my fucking existence
chickenlittle: well a big saranghae to you too bro
bobthebuilder: your attempt to westernise us isn't really working, but A for effort
bobthebuilder: oh, and happy birthday buddy
drummermaknae:hap-
winkpil: no one cares about your birthday jae
drummermaknae: :-(
chickenlittle: I PUT IN WORK FOR THIS GROUP
chickenlittle: AND THE DISRESPECT I GET FOR DOING SO
drummermaknae: is 'so' codename for brian
brian:
brian: BOI
bobthebuilder: y did you use a meme of yourself???
bobthebuilder: that's rule #1 of meme-ing
bobthebuilder: don't meme yourself
chickenlittle: brO
chickenlittle: see i DID teach you something!!
brian: you are so annoying
chickenlittle: and you don't love me
brian:
brian: well no shit bro
chickenlittle: bro....
winkpil: well on that note
winkpil: happy birthday jae!
winkpil: :-)
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i realise it must've been weird for me to write that depressing shit at the start then have a relatively 'funny' chapter.
was that even funny?
sorry.
i'm not in a good place right now. i just feel so alone, angry and i'm stressed and frustrated with everything. honestly day6 are one of the only things that are bringing me happiness.
happy birthday to my sunshine, jae 💖
- m