i love how no one understands me and how that makes me feel so isolated and one step closer to the edge.
i'm sorry, for everything.
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brian: hey demons it's me, ya boy
chickenlittle: well well well
bobthebuilder: what what what
chickenlittle: no happy birthday??
drummermaknae: it was your birthday??
chickenlittle: it's practically a national holiday
winkpil: doesn't change the fact sungjin doesn't notice my existence bc he's in love with a girl who is in love with brian....
bobthebuilder: noted 👀📝
winkpil: IF IT WASNT FUCKING OBVIOUS
bobthebuilder: IF YOU WEREN'T ALREADY IN LOVE WOTH DOWOON
drummermaknae: i, a child
chickenlittle: can y'all just wish me happy birthday then you can spill all the tea
brian: happiest of birthdays to the bane of my fucking existence
chickenlittle: well a big saranghae to you too bro
bobthebuilder: your attempt to westernise us isn't really working, but A for effort
bobthebuilder: oh, and happy birthday buddy
drummermaknae:hap-
winkpil: no one cares about your birthday jae
drummermaknae: :-(
chickenlittle: I PUT IN WORK FOR THIS GROUP
chickenlittle: AND THE DISRESPECT I GET FOR DOING SO
drummermaknae: is 'so' codename for brian
brian:
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brian: BOI
bobthebuilder: y did you use a meme of yourself???
bobthebuilder: that's rule #1 of meme-ing
bobthebuilder: don't meme yourself
chickenlittle: brO
chickenlittle: see i DID teach you something!!
brian: you are so annoying
chickenlittle: and you don't love me
brian:
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brian: well no shit bro
chickenlittle: bro....
winkpil: well on that note
winkpil: happy birthday jae!
winkpil: :-)
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i realise it must've been weird for me to write that depressing shit at the start then have a relatively 'funny' chapter.
was that even funny?
sorry.
i'm not in a good place right now. i just feel so alone, angry and i'm stressed and frustrated with everything. honestly day6 are one of the only things that are bringing me happiness.