To my cousin

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How dare you.

How dare you come and talk to me like everything is fine.

Like the past never happened.

Like you've done nothing wrong.

I looked up to you like a sister because i didn't have any of my own.

I thought you were really cool and I wanted to be like you.

But then you changed,

You turned on me and you made everyone else do the same. 

For the past years wondered alone wondering

What I've done wrong?

What have I done to deserve this?

I was innocent and naive. 

Why did you sneer at me and give me death stares?

Why did you ignore me and push me out of the group, but acted like nothing happened around family?

Over the years I've come realize, how much of a shitty person you actually are.

You are nothing more then a back stabbing two faced bitch.

Because little miss perfect isn't as perfect she seems.

All because you were insecure and scared that I'd take your friends away from you. 

I used to wait for you to apologize, waiting on the day that you would have the heart to do so.

But I know you 

You are to proud to admit your mistakes.

Today I am done waiting for an apology, so let me say before I end is this.

 I forgive you 

Forgive you of what you done to me

For all the trauma you put me through. 

I understand.

It's not easy trying to put on a perfect smile

 I am sorry that I took your friends away and making you feel left out.

I didn't know that I was making you feel like that.

I am sorry 

I am sorry 

I am sorry 




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