I sit and sit thinking of you. I need to find some piece of mind, but how can I when your presence is still here.
I am naked, exposed: the wounds and the scars still sting my skin like a snake bite. At least I'm not faking, this pain that I'm feeling is real inside.
I'm sinking, I'm drowning, I cannot get out. The water surrounds me, its pulling me down.
I watch with fright, everything just goes so fast. I want to run. I want to scream. I just want to get you out of my head.
Let me suffocate, let it take me, just let me die.
My hear sinks lower like an anchor, down to the dark depths of the sea.
No more light, no more warmth, no more.
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Part 2:
As she sinks down lower to the depths of the sea. The weight of the sadness drains her down, feeling lost in the dark, no one knows where is as if nobody cares about her. Through the web of arteries, lays a heart barely beating.
Then in the silence a voice in her heart cries. "Please, help me. Is anyone out there, who knows where I am? Anybody who can take me always the pain-somebody who will love me.
