Dedicated to @Turner_P
Hayes Grier: Collar Full
"Goodmorning beautiful." Says Hayes as he rolls over to face me.
I smile at him but it's forced. I loved Hayes but he never really shows how he loves me. I've dated him for 8 years and now we are both 20 and living together and we haven't tied the not yet.
I know this makes me sound ungrateful but that isn't the only thing.
Lately we've been distant I give him my all but it's never enough.
He's so oblivious that I love him with all my heart and I want him to know before the people around us notice our distance.
That's just my theory there is always second guesses.
I just want to know what's in store will he hurt me, and send our what used to be a stable love connection tumbling down? Or will will we stay together forever like I imagined.
Only time would tell.
I got up after him and quickly made a mental descision.
I need a break, I don't know how long but I'm getting out of this small town. If he cares then he will find me before the world notices, life's full of second chances.
Without a moments hesitation I got up and put on my casual maroon lace dress, black tights, and black combat boots and packed whatever I would need into my duffel bag.
I left a short and sweet note.
Dear Hayes,
This is only a temporary goodbye if you're going to be the death of me i don't want to stay and feel more alone when you're by my side.
Love,
Turner
