I think hard about what the headmaster said to me I think hard about it all night and all day I do want to fit in bit then I want to stay my old self but then I want to be with my friends I don't want to be alive definitely after what happened to me at my old school and that could happen here as well I will be an outcast again but then I want to stay alive because of my mum and dad to be sad because I'm dead how about I ask one of my school friends what I should do they will tell me what I should do. Hey Ava it's time for school you don't want to be late do you love. Okay mum I say we go into the car my mum starts to slowly go invisible I must be dreaming still this can't be apart of my choice right hey mum I say. yes Ava what do u want love. Why are starting to go invisible for. What do u mean ava im not going invisible . But it looks like you are mum are you still alive or was i just dreaming that you were going invisible. Look im not going invisible ava you must have been dreaming. Ok but i don't think i was because it seemed so real and i don't dream you are a liar aren't you mum your hiding something from me. Fine then ava i am hiding something from you and im not going to tell you anything. How called you mum what are you hiding from me. AVA I WILL NOT TELL YOU AND YOU WILL NEVER FIND OUT. God mum you don't have to yell. I CAN YELL IF I WANT YOUR NOT EVEN MY DAUGHTER. What do you mean im not your daughter mum you gave birth to me is that what you have been hiding from me mum. No ava its time i tell you everything but you have to promise me you wont panic. I wont mum i promise i will always listen to you. Ok here it goes ava i am your real mum but u were macking me mad but that's not what i want to tell you because you are my real daughter ava you know how you asked if i was going invisible. Yes what about it mum. Im not really alive i died when you turned 12 years old i had people fellowing me. They wanted me dead so one night i was on my way to work then i heard a nosie so i went to see what it was and right in front of me was the person who wanted me dead but he gave me a deal it was to sleep with him and that's who the person who was ringing us and i told you not to answer but you did. What the fuck mum why the hell would you do that when you were with dad. Because i wanted to live but then when i told him to get out of my bed he told me to meet him so i did and little did i know i was shoot at by him that's why you went to that school i sent you two i know your choice ava what do u want to do live or die and be with me or stay with your dad alive. I want to die mum school life is crap back were we used to live i don't want to go back mum how will i die. I got this ava you see im already dead if we have a car crash i wont die but you will. Ok mum i want to do it. Are you sure ava you wont able to change back. I know im ready.
