One Look is all it Takes

How could this Happen?

     Seeing the tubes inside his throat, hearing the beeping of the monitor one beep after another. I looked at him and my eyes felt hot as tears started to flow. I grabbed his hand in mine and kissed his forehead I didn't know if this would be the last time I was going to be able to talk to him or not. He may have just ruined his life to save mine. Was it my fault? Did he do this to himself on purpose? Why would he do this? I have loved him since I was thirteen. He has meant everything to me since and I can't loose hime now. 

     "Hey, Are you new?" 

He had walked up to me at my locker on the first day. I was starting at a new school in a small town called shelbyville. I just transferred from Canada which is where I was born but my dad was stationed everywhere. he is in the military but after the divorce with my mom she fought for me to live with her because she felt it wasn't right that I was always traveling with him. He got permanently stationed here in shelbyville so I came with him. I haven't been here for ten minutes and I already have a cute guy talking to me I'm going to say something embarrassing.

"Yes Im new, do you go here?" 

My face got hot as I realized that he obviously did or he wouldn't be standing here at his locker.  He looked at me and laughed a little. I think I fell in love and I haven't even had a real conversation with him.

"Yeah this is my locker," he said with a smile 

"What classes do you have?" he asked taking my paper from my hands with all my information on it.

I started to stare at him his dimples were so deep I felt like I could drown in them. His eyes made me melt they were as blue as the ocean on a hot summer day. His freckles looked like perfectly placed sprinkles along his cheeks.  

"We have history," He told me with a smile.

"What?" I asked confused. 

He caught me off guard and I could feel my cheeks getting read. The heat started moving farther up my face. 

"We have history together 3rd period with Mr. Summons." He said with a calming smile on his face.

"O..ok." I said with a nervous stutter 

"Ill meet you here at your locker after second and we can walk together." he said slamming his locker shut as the bell rang

I shut my locker after his and walked off to my first hour class. He never left my mind until 3rd hour rolled along. He was the only friend I had made that day and he was so sweet. He met me at my locker just like he said he would and walked to me to class. The teacher saw us talking and knew that I was the new kid without many friends so he sat him right in front of me.

"I for got to ask what your name was." He said to me with a subtle wink. 

"Im Caitlyn." I told him with a smile

"Jonathan." He said smiling at me as he turned around to face forward.