As usual , as I'm sitting down relaxing at work place for lunch break . The negative thoughts comes in and as well feeling so uncomfortable with myself . Trying so hard to be positive , thinking that I should not think all the bad stuff but it doesn't stop me .
Feeling so useless , huge and not pretty enough . Isn't that all we girls are feeling everyday? If you are feeling confident then it's good because it's something I'm good at pretending and not have it for real .
The thoughts running on why even James likes me for ? Like he could get all the girls he wants and why does he even choose me . Sigh . He deserved better honestly.
Then suddenly my phone beeps .
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It was James . He texted " hey babe , sending you love vibes and thinking of you! Love you 😘 Here's a little something for you to look at . " I smiled a little . How lucky am I to have him in my life . Who thought my life would be this amazing to have him but then again he deserved a girl who is perfect for him. I didn't text him back .
The only thing I'm looking forward today is meeting my man after I'm done with my work . This two words ring in my head "My man" .
- After work -
So I reached home and left my phone on the table and went to shower .
* James P.O.V * As I unlock the door , I'm meeting this amazing woman who I called mine and damn she makes my world so happy . I called out to Y/N few times but I assumed that she's in the shower .
As I'm sitting on the couch , Y/N's phone beeps few times . I thought it would be urgent so as I saw the notification , it was from Y/N's best friend , Isaac . As I scroll her notification and saw one of the messages that shows " what do you mean you're not worth it ? Why did you ever think that you're not perfect for James? " . I was stunned . Hearing Y/N's footstep , I quickly put her phone on the same place that I took and leaned comfortably on the sofa .
Damn in my heart , I was feeling so sad at the same time furious because I never knew that she felt that way .
If you are wondering why am I mad about that and not Isaac ? Like Y/N is texting another man but let me get this clear that Isaac is an amazing person and also Isaac is married to a lovely man of his . Y/N and Isaac are childhood best friend. So there is nothing to worried about .
* Y/N's P.O.V *
As I'm walking to the living hall and I saw James over there and I was standing behind him and he didn't realized that I stood behind him for quite sometime and he's being so quiet and reserved .
Then I walked over to another side of the sofa and sat down and looking at James , " Babe?" And he looks like he's lost in his thoughts. So I called him out again " Babe??! " . And then he turns to me and placing his both hands at my face and caressing it . " oh babe I want you to know how important you are to me " and obviously I felt weird because how the way James look at me . It screams worried and sad . And I took his both hands " are you alright , babe? Of course I know that ." Trying to plant a fake smile so he doesn't feel suspicious .
James : Babe, I do feel so bad for not spending time with you. I've been so busy with my projects and ..
- Before he could continue his sentence i cut him off -
Y/N : You don't have to feel that way babe. That's your job . I support that fully . It might be hard for us to spend a lot time together but it would be worth it because you are living your dream. You're meant for this . You are there whenever I need you . That's more than enough.
James : How did I got so lucky to get you?
Y/N : - chuckles- probably you did a good deed during your past life.
James hugs me from the side and being in his arm , feels so right .
