Jealous

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I've been dating with James about two and half years now but I do get jealous of those girls around him and flirt with him but I do trust him and then also I do get emotional easily sometimes.

You know the feeling when your surrounding by beautiful people and you just feel like you're not perfect for James? And also when you are out for eat , how people say that James would look perfect with this girl and that girl . And also when we post our pictures on Instagrams . Those threats.

Obviously James knows about the threats on Instagram and we both know that we should just not pay attention to it .

James had been busy filming for his new movies and he has not been that free to spend time with me and I totally understand that because filming take hours in a day . So I went back to my parent's house so I won't feel alone . It's been day 3 and no calls nor text from James .

While I was on Instagram , I was refreshing the feed and got the notification that James posted a new picture.

So I clicked to it and saw James posted a picture of her and a brunette and hands on each other hips spending time at the beach . I felt sad , betrayed and hurt. How could James do this ? So I brush off my thoughts and say that to myself " maybe that was one of his costar" yeah that.

After few minutes , I decided to go on Snapchat and saw one of James male costar posted Snapchat and I clicked on it and it shows the brunette girl was close to kissing james .

I was fumed.

So I texted James " How could you do this to me???!" With attached screenshot from snapchat . Then I switched off my phone and also plug out the landline phone cable .

I was lying on the couch crying and hugging the soft toy that James gave for 2 years anniversary . God sake I don't even realised how long I cried then I heard someone knock on the door . It couldn't be my parents as they have keys .

I just simply ignored it . So I closed my eyes and slept till the next day . The worst feeling that I am alone at home and my parents are away to Barcelona .

So as usual my morning routine , after I got ready , got ready in my exercising clothes to go out for a jog , I opened the door and saw James sitting and sleeping outside .

How angry and hurt I was , my heart deeply worried that he spend the whole night outside . How selfish I was ?! That was my thought to myself .

James woke up and quickly brushed himself off and stood up. " hey baby"

I crossed my arms and gave him a silent treatment .

James grabs and holds me " it's not what you think baby , I can explain . I also left you voice messages explaining but it didn't went through "

I answered with no feelings " Yeah I turned off my phone " .

" I think we should take a break , James. " I blurted out .

James got shocked . " no no listen baby . She tried to kiss me but I pushed her away . " the whole snapchat thingy did not shot entirely .

I stay silent for awhile .

" I admit I was jealous of her . I love you too much and the fear of you leaving me for her are in my mind " I mean she looks --- James put his finger on mouth and he say " shh baby , I love you and you don't have to be jealous because you're the only person I love "

We hugged .

P/s sorry guys if it's cheesy or stupid or whatever negative thing this story is . I've stopped writing for a long time and coming back writing is different . A nice feeling .

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