Yo so I am doing a song fic. It will be dark and if you get triggered don't read. It will mainly be in Theo's POV. He is telling the story to Liam and the pack so it kind of jumps around a little. It also has some of what Liam is thinking in it too. I will only be doing part of the song I can't be bothered doing it all and I doesn't really fit with the story.
Theo's POV
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
You knew what I was going to do. You somehow figured out where I would be. You knew I could never stay in Beacon Hills. Everything that I have done to Scott and his pack, I deserve this, I deserve to die. I could have gotten him killed, Liam, the love of my life (not that I would ever admit that to him). So here I am on the rickety old bridge where I watched my sister die. The temperature was at least 20 below and the water looked freezing, good, the only way to kill a chimera is by drowning them. I stood on the handrail for am moment then jumped. I hit the water with a loud splash, I was right it was cold. All of my senses were numbing, I could feel my life slipping away.
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb.
They wouldn't miss me no one would. The whole pack hates me especially Stiles and Malia, even Liam hates me he just pretends to be my friend so that they can keep an eye on me to make sure that I don't have another evil plan up my sleeve. I don't, not anymore. I don't want anything anymore. On some of the nights that I was over at your house I tried to tell you about how I was feeling but you didn't hear me.
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold. Until you find there and lead it back home.
After I took my sisters heart my soul fled, I thought that it had come back when you came into my life but it didn't, it stayed in that dark hole that it was always in. I wanted so badly to fit into the pack that I didn't think about the consequences. I didn't think about what it would do to the pack and so when I was begging for my life as Tara (my sister) dragged me to hell they just watched. When I came back however I knew that something had changed. When I looked in the mirror for the first time I saw my soul had come out of the dark hole. I saw it when I looked into his eyes Liam found my soul for me again and I knew that he didn't care. Well I thought that he didn't care. He saved me from hell, saved my soul.
(Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (save me).
I sucked in water from the river not able to hold on any longer. I regretted what I did the moment I hit the water. There was no coming back from this. I was dead my eyes wide and lifeless, I floated to the surface. I wanted to come back, I didn't want to be dead and with my sister again.
Liam's POV
I found the note he had left on my bed; I knew where he would go I just hoped that I would find him in time. When I got to the bridge I saw him floating in the water. I ran to where he was and pulled him out of the freezing water and gently laid him on the bank. I placed my fingers on his neck trying to find a pulse, but, my hands were numb so I put my head on his chest. I started panicking when I couldn't hear his heartbeat. I tilted his head back and breathed into his ice cold mouth, I felt his chest rise and fall underneath my hand. I beat down on his chest.
Call my name and save me from the dark (wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) Before I come undone (save me) Save me from the nothing I've become.
"Theo wake up damn it, please breathe for me" I screamed in his face. This is all my fault if I had just told him how I felt he wouldn't be dying right now. I continued beating on his chest willing him to breathe again, willing him to come back to me so that I could tell him how I felt.
Theo's POV
From somewhere deep in my unconsciousness I could hear someone calling my name and beating down on my chest. I could feel pain again. I was starting to feel everything again.
Now that I know what I'm without, you can't just leave me
Liam's POV
Shit there was still no change and he was turning a shade of blue. I picked him up and ran to where my car was. Not caring that he was wet I put him on the backseat and turned on the heater to try and warm him up. "Come on man I need you to wake up, please just wake up" I cried as I continued to resuscitate him. I was so afraid that I was going to lose him. I should have told him that I loved him that night in the hospital when we were in the elevator, I should have told him after he took Gabe's pain, I should have told him before we got into that fight a couple of weeks ago. But I didn't and now I was paying the price. I called Melissa and told her that I was on my way to the hospital that Theo was hurt. So I picked him up again and ran as fast as I could to the hospital where Melissa was waiting with a bed.
Breathe into me and make me real Bring me to life
Theo's POV
I felt my body being carried somewhere. I heard voices shouting at me to wake up. I wanted to but I couldn't. I was to far gone. But if I was to far gone how could I hear the voices and feel things. Like I could feel hands on my chest I definitely felt my ribs crack then break, I could feel air going into my lungs willing me to breathe. I want to come back so bad now, to tell him that I love him.
Frozen inside, without your touch, without your love, darling only you are my life among the dead.
I began to think about when we were hiding in the hospital not wanting the Ghost Riders to find us. I thought about all of the times that we spent together, about everything that we have ever done together good and bad. Without you Liam I am nothing. I am left to rot in hell with my sister. Without you I will stay dead forever. I gasp and cough up the river water that had been sitting in my lungs. When I open my eyes you are there, tears are streaming down your face you look wet and cold. "L-Liam why are you crying" I stupidly ask he walks up to me and punches me in the face and says "four times" I start laughing at his stupid joke then realise what I have done. "Why Theo? Why try to kill yourself" he asked quietly "because everyone hates me. I am a horrible person that no one would ever care about" I cried "Damn it Theo I care. I care. I fucking love you, you stupid idiot. Please don't ever do something like that ever again or I will kill you myself" he screamed his face inches from mine. Suddenly we were kissing our lips perfectly fitting together. I broke away first for air. He rested his forehead on mine and whispered "I love you Theo Raeken".
The End
So this is my first Thiam fic I really hope that you like it. Feel free to send me requests. I don't write smut sorry.
~Kate
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