my battle with Anorexia

I was ten when it started I weighed more than what a ten year old should, I weighed 315 pounds. I was fat. At the age of 11 my grandmother died and I became depressed. I started cutting myself and only ate an apple everyday after that I started 6th grade and it was a living hell. Everyone started being mean to me, they called me names like bitch, fat, ugly and then there was that on comment that set me off "your grandmother died because she couldn't stand to be near you". I went home that day and cried myself to sleep. At the age of 12 I stopped eating, and at the time I didn't know what anorexia was or what it was doing to me. By now I weighed 100 pounds and I still battle with anorexia today right now I weigh 70 pounds that's below healthy as I'm typing there is a tube in my nose pumping food my stomach. Please I beg of you eat don't become what I have become. I don't like it. So I'm on my way to recovery .