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neither of them exchanged many words after that.
in all honesty, renjun did regret letting jeno go so easily all those years ago.
in all honesty, jeno just wanted a hand to hold throughout his time of greatest need, but he had nobody.
lee jeno was the only person that could fix the brokenness that was huang renjun.
huang renjun was the only person who had caused the brokenness that was lee jeno.
renjun watched jeno walk away from him, dejection evident in his posture. he couldn't let him walk away from him one more time.
jeno did not want to see any more of huang renjun. the boy who broke his heart multiple times, leaving it in pieces no one would be able to retrieve.
huang renjun ran after him- and for the first time in his life, he didn't know if he was living for others, or living for himself.
lee jeno was selfish, he had wanted renjun all to himself those years back. his emotions were a conflict of nothing built into one hell of a mess.
all renjun could feel spreading through his body was regret. regret on how he'd just upped and left lee jeno on his own those years ago. regret on how he hadn't chased him down before. how he'd let time do its work without him realizing.
lee jeno couldn't feel anything once again. he was back to his old emotional state. he felt his stamina tiring as he ran down the empty night streets of seoul.
renjun was persistent, he kept a close pace behind jeno. he was determined to try and make things right.
finally, renjun was able to grab jeno's hand as he tried to pull away.
" i just want to make things right, jeno. im sorry that i left you, im sorry that i caused you to become who you were today. i should never had been so selfish as to put strangers in front of my best friend. i just want my best friend back. i want my lee jeno back "
" maybe the old lee jeno was just a fantasy that i created in my illusion of happiness "
