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memory

Memory of us keep repeating in my heads,
I feels the loneliness in my hearts,
As You walking away from it,

This memory keep playing in my heads,
You leave me with too much track,
I love you,
I miss you,
I need you,
That's all I can say,
How hard its to sleep while feels not okay,
I can't even dreaming,
As my dreams already crumple,
I Can't even smiling because the reason is no more there,

The most thing that I'm afraid of,
Is to see you leave,
Now I face my fears,
But Its too strong for me to win,
I cry and I scream,
But it will not make you come back,
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating,

It's worse when I'm all alone in the night,
I'm not okay,
It's broken inside,

I want to cry,
I want to cry damn hard .