Loving You (Sequel to "Marrying You")

Chapter I: Shangrila

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Lina POV

'Since the wedding date is not yet set, I want to continue my study in America with Hyuk. Two years should be enough but I might take more classes in the summer time and winter so I will be able to come back to Hongbin in a year and a half.'

"What???"

"Huh??"  A loud voice reached my ear and made me jump in surprise as I was sitting in a living room by myself, as I thought so. "Hongbin..." Its Hongbin, my boyfriend.

"Did I heard you right?" His face tensed up in anger and agitation. Hongbin stood there arm crossed looking handsome as always. 

"What are you talking about? What is what?" I cocked my head to the side and look at him questioningly. Why is he angry all of the sudden? Maybe because I made sandwich and didn't make him one. Or is it because I made smoothie and didn't give it to him myself? Is that it? All these questions keeps popping up as I tried to understand Hongbin sudden change of attitude.

He said he had to take a phone call from Leo oppa and it has been one hour since then. He and I are going out to see Irene at the studio after this. Then why is he looking so angry now? I should go make him his sandwich.

"Were you thinking about leaving me?" He snatched my wrist and pulled my body to his. My legs just followed the flows of his movement on its own.

I gasped at his words. "I ddin't.." I denied.

"Don't lie." Hongbin cuffed my face with his two hands then he throw himself next to me on the couch taking more than fifty percent of the cushion. "You said Two years should be enough but I might take more classes in the summer time and winter so I will be able to come back to Hongbin in year and a half." He repeated my thought back to me.

"I............" I scoot away from Hongbin immediately. How did he? OMG!! I spoke my mind again didn't I? "babo!!" I scolded myself.

"What is this about you going away? You realize we just got engaged right?"

"Well.. I.. You see..." I couldn't find the right word to say when Hongbin is staring at me with his eyes and his teeth grinning at me like a little boy. Pretty little boy.

"Are you saying you will leave me here alone? After these years I went away and came back. I miss you like crazy and you are planning to go away!" Hongbin grab my arms with his two hands.

"It will be my first time studying abroad." I stated. "I'm really looking forward to it."

"You don't have to go."

"I want to go."

"I won't let you go."

*Hongbin* I gasped air into my lung. He has been squeezing my arms with his hands tighter and tighter each second.

"Tell me why you want to leave me?"

"I..." I told him already. Why?

"You're not going and that's it." Hongbin walked out of the house and I followed him behind closely.

.........

"What is it? Why are you looking like this?" SungRa sipped her coffee and placed  the cup on the saucer plate on the table.

"How can a person be so......." Lina clenched her fist tightly by her heart. "He's not even hearing what I had to say. What to do SungRa? I already agreed with Hyuk that I will go study abroad with him. " Lina sunk her head down to the surface of the sofa hugging the pillow underneath her stomach.