my depression book

Chapter 4: Hey i havent uploaded in so long

Hey hoes so it's me again, obviously but anyways I just wanted to post another chapter or part of this book because I haven't in so long, I've been busy with soccer, school, and friends, also boy issues (which will be the next chapter) so I've been constantly busy I also wanted to say that I'm actually feeling better with my depression since school started, maybe because I have more things to do than sit in my room and cry😂, but I actually have more confidence and I feel more happy (most of the time)! But I still do have depression here and there, I mean it never will go away, and I don't take happy pills either, because I haven't told my parents I have it, they'll freak😒and besides its not that bad anyways. But it still sucks because whenever I do feel happy I feel like it's just an act so people don't have to talk behind my back more than they already do. Do any of you feel that way? But I mean pressure is constantly on me but oh well i guess that's just life from my pov (point of view) so that's it for this chapter I'm tired and I just wanted to check in with you guys so you know I'm not dead 😂. (Ain't trying to be offensive) but anyways I will post more from now and if I don't you know I'm busy with one of those 4/5 things I have to deal with.

      From your litt asf white girl ari💍