my depression book

my sucky summer

hey its me again and im feeling more depressed than anything, my parents are getting a divorce, and i know what your going to say " OMG ARIANA IT HAPPENS YOUR SUCH A DRAMA QUEEN!" YA IK SO 1. FUCK OFF AND 2. LET ME FINISH THE STORY, so this isnt an ordinary story about an divorce. this is harsh. so let me tell you one night my dad had started seeing this girl while my mom and him were still married and so before i found out from his instagram bio about this slutty trashy bitch ass hoe ( lmao i had to say that), he left the house it all started by him not sleeping in the same bed as my mom then moving to the couch and now he moved in with his parents (ikr such a loser now i wonder what his trashy gf thinks about him now haha). so my mom was annoyed, mad and upset you know like how any other wife or gf would be if that happened to them, but anyways she was so over him and the situation almost like she was used to it, which she is/was becuase they have an abusive and hostile relashionship in the past. but anyways, after a while she wanted a divorce because she was not going to put up with his crap. but anyways, he sad no and refused. but before he refused and pulled a fit, my mom told me about getting one and i was fine becuase i understand her and the problem and i wanted her to be happy. so while she and him were still trying to find a way to seperate, more like arguing about it. my dad one morning barged in my house like a criminal robbing a bank ( not that hes a criminal) but ya and came upstairs and just saying my mom had a friend that morning and he thinks heyre lesbos but they arent their just friends who help eachother out like clean the  house and babysit, but he came in, dragged eva out of the bed and started calling my mom a lesbo and a cheater and a bunch of this stuff. but anyways a couple months later they finally got restraining orders and ya but they kow are divorced and still trying to find out who gets custody.right now my mom has full custody but my dad can only see me and eva on every other weekend and it sucks because now my dad has a girlfriend and hes being a bitch to me he called me a rat and that im growing up to be like deziree ( him and dez dont get along he calls her a whore and a bitch and an alcoholic). but i hate going there  oh and did i mention i cant have my phone and my birtday is coming up soon and i cant even have friends come becuase i cant contact them becuase i dont have a phone. and pecan if your reading this look in your dms k ily. but ayways thats my sucky summer and i suppose its not going to get any better.                                       so i know my writing is shitty but its not like im gonna get alot of reads anyways so ya k bye love you fam

    ttyl bitches

           from your lit asf white girl, ariii