Chapters of the Heart

Just FRIENDS

Hi! I'm Mina and this is my story about me and my boy bestfriend, Vin.

We were totally strangers when I was in year 7 and he was in Year 8. We started to getting know each other at the end of the year because he liked one of my friends. He asked me for help how to court a girl. I helped him until we became really close. My friend and him liked each other but suddenly after my friend transferred into a different school they end their communication. Vin changed his personality after that. He became snob, bipolar and all the negative personalities. He didn't talk to me anymore until one day me and my friends had a communication with one of his friends and planned to go out and hangout somewhere. We talked and we had our communication back again. He changed his personality again. He became funny, friendly, nice but also snob. We became really close that we have call sign. He calls me "Daldal'' because I'm always loud and I call him "Sungit" because he is a snob. We are always talking that we know everything about each other. He knows who was my crush before and I also know who was her crush before. 

November 22, 2016

That's the date that I realized that I like him. Why? Because That was the date that me and my friend including Vin surprised my girl bestfriend and one of our boy friend. Vin helped me to organized the surprise party. My crush before was there in the party but I didn't care about him. I just think about Vin all the time. I just don't want to take off my eyes of him... and the feels it's just like everything is in slow-mo I know it is cringey but that's how I felt that time. After one month that I realized I like him... I confessed my feelings for him... but his reaction? It's nothing, he just asked me why him... and I said I don't know and that's it. He didn't say anything at all... after that we became really really really close... sweet I guess or is it just my feelings because I like him... I don't know. So many months passed by when I confessed my feelings for him we went to an amusement park we had fun. We even rode a ride together. That day was the best. Before we went to the amusement park. I texted him and suddenly he replied a deep words which is in Tagalog "Hugot" He said that why am I asking that what is his problem and I'm being numb... He said that he likes me but after that he said it was all joke. I got hurt and didn't say anything. Days had passed when we went to the amusement park he didn't talk to me at work he was talking to the other girls that I got really jealous and I confessed my feelings again. I said that I really like him to the point that I get jealous when he is talking to another girls but his reply shocked me..."Sorry but being friends is enough." 

I cried every night but I just accepted it. Now we're still close. I still like him but I will hide my feelings for him and I'm not going to confess my feelings again.