Thug's Need Love

Chapter 9

We'd finally arrived home and all I really had a blank mind. Ant slightly shook my left leg, and I instantly awoke from my little nap. "You always falling asleep in my car, huh?" he asked while we both chuckled. He turned towards me with lust in his eyes, and I looked back with nothing to actually tell. We sat in the car for a while, until Ant pulled me close to him, giving my lips a soft peck. After he'd done that I couldn't control myself any longer. He slid his large tongue into my mouth, and our tongues fought for dominance as my nipples started to get rock hard. I broke the kiss when I felt my legs shiver, and a pool in between my legs.  

"I got two questions baby... the first one is, what are you so afraid of me?" 

"What you mean, I'm not afraid of anything Anthony." i responded, knowing that I slightly looked away. 

"That's not what I mean, every time we're together I can see the hurt in your eyes, and I can feel the way you hold back from me. I really like you, and I want to be with you, but if you ain't gone confide in me and let me know what's wrong I can't do nothing about it. I wanna be there for you but you not letting me. This the first time I done really said some shit like this a girl, but just trust me when I say that I ain't tryna hurt you Ke, and I promise man." He started to wipe my face, sensing that tears were rolling down my cheeks. 

I started to sniff, "I really don't want to talk about this, Ant, please." 

He looked at me in frustration, "We gone have to talk about it sooner or later, so let's just make it now Keisha. You know I'm trying to be there for you. Why won't you just let me, I-" 

"Ant, okay, okay, I'll tell you everything when we get in the house."

When we entered his home, it was quiet at first. Then after a view seconds I saw Ant glance at me through the corner of my eye. He looked like he had run out of patience with me, tapping his left foot on the floor. He stood still with his arms crossed. I stopped mid-away from going up the steps, and walked to him. As he opened his arms, I fell into them. His warmth rubbing all over my body. Streams of tears started to come from my eyes, and as they rolled down my cheeks Ant wiped them away.

"Ke," I heard him say softly.

Drying my eyes on his shirt, I looked up at him. "Yes, Anthony?"

"You know I love you, right?"

"Wait what? What do you mean? Are you lying to me? I can't, this cant. Oh my goodness, I-" 

He gently kissed my lips, and broke the kiss before it got too much. 

"Baby, I never have the time to tell you, but I appreciate everything you do for me. The late night little meals, the way you hold it down when I'm not here... Now you know damn well I ain't no emotional ass nigga but I deeply care about you, and over these past months, me liking you has turned into me loving you. I never really knew how I could tell you, but please believe me. I love you, and this a first for me to be telling a girl.. no a young woman how i feel about her." 

He could see my eyes starting to tear up again, "For real?" I whispered. 

"Yes girl, I love you. The question is, do you love me?" He winked and giggled at me and I couldn't help but smile at his goofiness. 

"Boy, you know I love you and I just want to tell you that I'm -" 

"No need to apologize Ke, I know you ain't mean to storm off all like that but I get it, and you know I do, We both got a lot on our plates, but I'm willing to help you all that I can." 

How did he know that I was about to apologize, and what I was going to apologize for?  This just give me more reasons to stay here with this man. He means the a lot to me,  and I can't just let that go.

"So, does that mean when I need you at home, and you're at work, you'll come home?" I asked, and when I'd finished my question, he looked down at me, and nodded his head. Soon after, he started to slowly seduce me. Putting gentle kisses on my neck, he soon started to fondle with my hands and ass. I roamed his chest, loving everything he was doing to me. As I softly moaned into his ear. I could feel him getting hard, as his member pressed against my thigh. Soft moans started to escape my lips. 

He picked me up, bridal style kissing me deeply. I let his tongue slide down my throat as he walked us up the stairs. Once we'd made it to his bedroom, he threw me on the bed. He slowly began to take of his clothes, and I stared while he did. 

After just removing his shirt I spotted his chiseled abs, and soon after, he stared to glare at me. From the way he was looking at me, I could tell he was waiting for me to also remove my clothes. I slowly took off them off, letting Ant realize I had on the Victoria Secret lingerie set that he bought me on. 

"Damn baby, you ain't tell me you was go do me like that," I heard him say, and when I looked up at him I could see his him standing bare in front of me. I knew that he saw me looking at his member, and he came closer to the bed. As he crawled on top of me, he unhooked my bra. 

"Bae, don't get overwhelmed, you'll be okay..."

Ant rubbed my face with his left hand and slowly touched his lips with mine, and kissing me slow. Ant's right hand cupped my breasts, and I could feel Ant's manhood coming to attention. He slowly made his way down to my girl and I could feel wetness coming from her pretty self. As he liked the lips, soft moans escaped from my mouth. I can assure you, this hasn't been the first time I've gotten head, and with Ant, I'm pretty sure it won't be the last.

Soon after he started to play with my clit while still sticking his tongue in and out of me. "Bae, I'm about to cum!" i yelled and  Ant lifted his head up. He starred into my eyes and inserted two fingers, starting to pump slowly. After about a minute or two, I felt my juices rush out of me and onto Ant's finger. I let out a sigh of relief and moments later I could feel sleep taking over my worn out body. In my dreams I giggled, because I knew Ant would be mad in the morning.