Heya, old future me, 10 years have gone by rather quickly. Just what are you looking at right now? Well, you see... The flowers blooming all around look so beautiful Counting down the weekdays until you and me will have to go I can't believe I won't be seeing this anymore Shrinking more and more till it seemed short, walking on this road I now adored Spending everyday with you as if everything would stay the same Looking back, just where did all my common sense go? Turned the other cheek to these feelings in my heart I don't even know when or where it started "No I can't believe it" "gosh I feel so stupid!" I've told myself these things a thousand times Trying to pin the blame, finding someone to accuse But I knew inside that these were all excuses Putting a smile back on my face again I told another white lie It was another normal day when it started out "We should make a time capsule we'll open 10 years from now" I wonder just what kinds of things he will leave behind But I realised, looking back at that time I kept to myself, these thoughts of mine Passing by each other in the hallway gave me so much happiness Staying silent; looking back, that's what I regret I've denied these feelings a hundred thousand times Hidden deep inside of me, could I believe it? "It's all in your head, girl!" "I think I'm just tired" In time, I fell in love with love itself As my excuses piled up, I knew deep in my heart I had found myself right back where I started And at the end, the flowers we had on us Were all my feelings for you "Hey realise--" Yes I've realised, what I truly feel But if they only turn into regrets left unsaid, I'll tell you here On the day of the plan, I held two letters tightly in my handWalking the road down one last timeFlashing right before my eyes, my memories of me and youThat's when I knew this confession wouldn't be too hard to doI redid these letters a hundred thousand timesOverflowing with these precious feelings of mine"I'm so done with all this" "But I wanna write this!"I told myself these things a million timesAnd so I'll give these letters to dear old future meWhere I hope she'll handle this thing more maturelyBut here today, with petals in my eyesI tell another lie and I smile"So that in ten years in the future I, can say it to you just right"
