My P.O.V

Oct. 7, 2017

  Today was interesting I had a boyfriend that lived somewhere else and I never met him but I'm dating him just to play with his feelings. I wouldn't call my self a whore or slut all I'm doing is copying what others do to feel accepted. Only one person knows and that ana my childhood bff I trust her and she trusts me I love our bound it isn't as strong as I want it to be bit we are getting there slowly.
  My friend with benefits birthday was today and I wished I did see him we did talk he didn't ask for sex during the day but at 11 p.m. he texted me saying use ur fingers and I didn't because I didn't feel the same for him no more sexually. He didn't treat me as a friend he just treated me as a person who he fucks after a while I realized that and once I did I decided to have space between me and him because I wanted to see if our friendship was not based of sex and it was and I stopped talking to him not to the point were we forgot each other but to the point were we can talk to each other at random times.
  Besides that happening today I also got news that one of my friends hates me she talks shit about me. Well not really she just hates me. Ana she told me she overheard my name coming out her mouth she and with hate in the sentence my childhood bff decided to tell me and I appreciate her for that I'm glade I have her.