My P.O.V

Oct. 13,2017

Welp today was interesting, first today is friday the 13 yas its fucking October and its the 13 on a friday.
  Let's get right to the point today was shitty. Its started out fine everything was going good. It was pep rally day and you know half of the pep rallys suck. First of all we went to go pick up Dani Jackie's boyfriend I was cool with that we always pick him up I didnt mind.
  Here is were shit gets interesting, I was having a mental break down, anxiety, and I was claustrophobic so u know those 3 dont go to well I was just lucky I didn't freak out and started crying. Well anyway with that happening I texted my son called bff jackie that I was having a mental break down and all she did was ask why. Who the fuck does that when some one is in that situation u dont do that u try to comfort them in anyway. So yea then I texted Ace (my wife) she calmed me down I guess she did help unlike other people so she told me to put on my music full blast country to 10 and close my eyes. Thank god ana decided to leave if it wasn't for her I would have died. We went outside I started getting worse the world spinned and I was shrinking and ana told me to breath in and out I felt good.
  We were outside sitting down on the benches I was calmish i was still in my situation and it got worse to the point were I needed to cry and I somewhat did cause " a friend" (crush) was dating a beautiful girl and I was looking at my self and I was like ohh no wonder. So ana pulled me aside and talked to me she somehow calmed me down so much in that same moment some of her friends came over and they were cool I really enjoyed being with her and her friends there are two guys I like and I felt good I didn't feel like how most guys make me feel uncomfortable nor insecure I felt safe I felt like me it was something I haven't felt in years around a guy.