Do you love me? (Camren)

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Camila's Pov:

I didn't get much sleep last night, I couldn't stop thinking about mine and Dinah's argument last night, god I was so full of shit last night  I was such a bitch, I felt really bad about it all and I was hoping I could make it up to her.

I looked over to the couch she was sleeping on, she was still sleeping, I was thinking of ways I could try and make her forgive me but knowing Dinah it's not a piece of cake. After spending 20 minutes of nothing but thinking I finally came up with the idea of making her breakfast.

I quickly jumped off the couch and made my way to the kitchen, I put my hair In a ponytail and walked over to the cabinet. I pulled out a box of pancake mix and brought it to the counter, I went into the fridge and grabbed the milk, I measured out a cup and poured it into the bowl, I then grabbed the mix and poured it into the bowl. I looked over to the couch were Dinah was sleeping and saw her starting to move around, which meant she was about to wake up.

I quickly started to mix the batter together and ended up spilling it everywhere. "Fuck" I shouted forgetting Dinah was still here, I quickly grabbed a napkin and started wiping everything, the napkins weren't working at all they made an even more mess for me. So I just picked it up with my hands and threw it in the trash, I continued mixing everything together and saw that Dinah was awake.

She was laying down texting somebody, I couldn't see who she was texting from where I was standing but I'm pretty sure it was probably one of the girls. I'm pretty sure I did something wrong because the pancake batter came out really watery, I was really disappointed because I wanted to fix things with Dinah, but all I did was make a soupy mess. I started to throw away the batter but was frightened by Dinah.

"Hey," she said in a low tone, I jumped and looked over at her "you scared the crap out of me," I said with my hand over my heart. She furrowed her eyebrows and looked at the bowl in my hand. "Uh what are you doing?" I made eye contact with her and flashed her a big smile.

I reached over the counter and grabbed the box of pancake mix, "I'm making aunt je-nine ma pancakes, I mean John ja'myma, no I mea-" she cut off me, "you mean Aunt Jamima" she said in a serious tone.

I nodded my head slowly and looked down at the ground, she let out a loud sigh and said "that's nice of you but I can't stay, I actually have plans" I bit my lip and looked up at her, "oh, okay, that's fine, they didn't really come out good anyways" I said looking at the bowl.

She let out a small chuckle and said "I can see that" I shrugged my shoulders and gave her a sad smile, "where are you going?" I asked in a low tone, she glanced at her phone and said "well the girls invite us to have breakfast at this restaurant, and I told them I'd go, they wanted you to come too but I know you wouldn't so..." she paused at the end and looked at me. I furrowed my eyebrows and asked, "why wouldn't I go?" She let out a sigh and said "cause Lauren's going" I bit my lip and looked down at the ground.

"Yeah well, I'm gonna go, I'll talk to you later chanch," she said grabbing her things and heading towards the door, "Dinah wait," I said as she opened the door. I walked over to where she was and stood in front of her, "About last night" I said just as she turned around to face me.

"Camila don't" she said shaking her head, "but-" I tried speaking, but she shushed me "please don't, my day just started and I really don't wanna ruin it, and I also don't wanna make things even more awkward than they already are" I gave her a sad smile and opened the door for her.

She walked out and waved at me before getting into the car, I watched her drive off into the distance as it started to rain. I walked back into my house and cleaned up all my mess, I laid back down on the couch staring out the window, I couldn't help but think of everything me and Dinah talked about last night, Austin, my love life and Lauren. I felt really bad about everything I had said about Lauren because I know everything I said wasn't true, but I couldn't let Dinah know the truth, not yet anyway.