➵ pitiful soul

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Footsteps blind, my heart beat deafGoing somewhere, reaching full speed nowhereThese empty eyes lit up by sinsSo easy to ignore my own people's blood spillsI hear and I think and I mourn for a few minutesAll the reporting in news of Muslims slainA...

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Footsteps blind, my heart beat deaf
Going somewhere, reaching full speed nowhere
These empty eyes lit up by sins
So easy to ignore my own people's blood spills
I hear and I think and I mourn for a few minutes
All the reporting in news of Muslims slain
And yet still here I sit with my own set of sins
Even when He calls, I feel there's a withholding reluctance
With my footsteps blind and my heart beat deaf
My heart empties so easily to be filled with festive joys
And I forget how much my sisters' hearts do pain
How much more pitiful my own self is
Even in the comforts of a safe loving home
With a freedom I do unthreatened hold
I yet still sit with my own set of sins
And when He calls, forget my brothers' blood spills.

- your pitiful soul


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sorry for such a long delay, sometimes there's a lot of emotion in me i can't find the words to put into. so it's really tough at this stage but if all these words i do put out here make a difference, then of course, I'll continue nonetheless. thank you safasiraj23 for pushing me to update <3 i would have taken a whole extra month, delaying writing otherwise :3

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