➵ martyr soul

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It takes a lot of strengthTo walk through life as it isNot only must you face the peopleBut also fight the deceptionsThere are those who wear their masksOf kindness over faces of serpentsThere are those who don't even botherAnd proceed to stab you...

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It takes a lot of strength
To walk through life as it is
Not only must you face the people
But also fight the deceptions
There are those who wear their masks
Of kindness over faces of serpents
There are those who don't even bother
And proceed to stab you on the front
Then there's a whole new struggle against yourself
All those lyrics of songs you loved keep coming to you
You feel your life go mundane
Without watching full TV seasons every day
It also becomes tiring
When you must always hold your tongue
A word wrong; a word unneeded about someone
Could rob you entirely of your tiny pile of deeds
You cannot even scream out; thrash out or destroy things
Your anger must be kept in control
For an ounce more than deserved
Could lead you to Hell for eternity
It drives you completely nuts
When you must keep enduring with patience
It makes you want to ask the skies
When will it be over and enough
But then again your heart trembles
For if it does get over now
You are not ready to face your Lord
For you haven't been good enough
But that's another part of His beauty
Among all those things He is
Creator; Sustainer; Giver and Taker
He judges most on effort
So you see this way of life I follow
May not be one I chose
I may be who I am by chance
But if given the choice
I'd pick the same way of life again
For I am fighting wars within myself
And if I fail to win them all
I may as well die fighting
And He'll treat me like a martyr

- your martyr soul

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