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Alpha and Omega

Dean X Reader

Smutt

10 months. It had been 10 months since you last seen him. And you wanted it to be longer, to stop the urge. For these pains to go away and leave you alone. But the screaming and begging and yearning for him was killing you. This time you couldn't escape it with anything you tried. You tried your best to sedate that feeling inside, the cry for the Alpha you longed for. But each passing day the screams inside grew louder. And the months grew longer. And that tight knot in the pit of your stomach kept winding up, but never to release. As much as you hated him, with a passion. Even with all the memories of him doing this to you. Inside you knew you couldn't hate him. Your body was already use to him, you knew what he felt like, how he protected you. Your heart aches when he did and your heart beat for him. You were at his very bec and call. But you couldn't be pinned down, you were an Omega. And they were always left to themselves, unprotected. Left to the worlds ugliness to take you away. Because no matter what you Omega's tried, the Alpha picks you. It is never your decision. And just like he had left you that very night, for that girl across the bar. He came back with that bite on his neck, you couldn't stand it any longer. He wasn't yours, not even in the first place. A phony under the sheets, and a liar in boxers. You honestly couldn't help what you felt, that burning inside. And when the days got longer, your cries, and yearns grew stronger never allowing you to sleep. Nothing was as it was before, and your life had become a hollow shell. Hunting never helped, because every hunter you came across told them they'd seen you heading east or west. North or south, there was no escape. Everywhere you went was always hiding, so all together you stopped. It was for your better and it would give you some time to cope with what you had. But it never dispersed and these thoughts clawed at your brain. Mentally, you were going insane and the voices rang throughout the atmosphere never allowing you to escape. You were trapped and you knew it. The man had hooked you, and you were stuck. These days you spent alone, you tried to fix your mind on things that always made you happy. But that one thought always crept back in to remind you of the pain you still bare. And it was days since you last ate and only a day since you had water. Although your organs felt like a wretched mess, and your muscles burnt. But you felt your body wearing down. Each passing day sucked a little more life out of you. Being smart, you had made sure to keep your phone on you at all times in case something would happen. But it wasn't like anything would, you were a hunter all alone at Bobbies place. He had since passed, leaving behind a scar to those who loved him. Which didn't exactly help with your current situation, but it did take your mind process away from the entire life you had. Most weeks you sat alone talking to yourself, praying he would hear every word you were saying. Hoping that some day, Bobby would help guide you. Or someone would come and rescue you. But this wasn't your fairy tale, it was your nightmare that you couldn't escape. You were in a far off place that was forgotten by those who had known him So it was a place they wouldn't search for you. So you did anything to keep yourself occupied. To keep those thoughts and screams and pains away. So you were out back trying to work out, but every curl you did, you continued to get weaker. This is until your arms started to give out along with your body. You had worn his shirt for days but the musk of him wasn't doing it anymore. It helped for a few, but once your instincts found out that it was just his clothes. The pains came back, that oh so familiar knot, and the screams along with the thoughts. Sleeping in his old bed didn't help either, and using his old shampoo just drowned out his natural scent. So anything you used of his wore off within hours. To you, your body felt like it was starting to fail and all you could remember was the weeks and months leading up to now.

"Sam I can't stay.." your tears burned your cheeks as Sam tried to stop you. But you didn't want to stay here, you wanted to leave. "Y/N Common please don't leave. I'm begging you, this isn't him! I promise you!" He tried to unpack your things but you snarled at him with anger. You knew he meant well, but you didn't need the pity he wanted to give you. "Didn't you see that mark on his neck!" He had seen your face and it was red with anger and sadness. He understood what you felt, what lies you've been told so he stopped. "..I did.." "He's not mine Sam, and he never was. He told me he loved me, and that I was his forever. I can't stay here Sam. I'll keep in touch but please. I'm begging you don't come for me.." you had hugged him tightly letting your sorrow out and him comfort you. But you took your leave, leaving him behind to watch you leave. To watch his family leave and not return. And when the days started to pass after you took your leave, his absence took place. Along with the man you thought you loved.