Supernatural Smutt, fluff, and whatever you want.

A/N

I know you guys hate author notes because they are not stories to read. But I honestly couldn't find the stomach to even as much as touch my phone this last month. People lose loved ones everyday and things happen which cause a lot of pain. And my struggle I'm going through honestly makes me feel as if right now I should not be here. I don't understand why life goes the way it does but I can't change a thing that's happened. I'm beyond hurt you guys. My dad has recently passed. And it hurts because I loved my father with all of my heart. I never knew what it was like to loose someone so close, and now I do. So I'm stuck in a repetitive depression and I'm completely lost. A lot of the things I enjoyed are now things that I cannot even stand because I can't ind the happiness to even do something that use to make me smile. I love art with all of my heart and I use to draw everyday on a regular basis. And now I can't even find the right mind to pick up a pencil without crying. I thought I was having a rough life and boy was I wrong. Now all it seems to be is tears and memories. I want to update and post but I'm finding it really hard to concentrate. Please understand that I did not stop. Because I have 23 drafts in progress, but none being finished because every time I open my phone I see my dad's face and it reminds me I've just lost my dad. So I hope you all understand the struggle I am facing right now. And I thank you all for waiting so patiently