I'm Just Your Problem

Part 1

Dans PoV

As I edit the new DanAndPhilGAMES bloopers video, I listen to some MCR. Suddenly, I was stuck with anger. I don't know why but I felt angry with myself. I just wanted to scream or talk to someone. I can't explain how it feels.

"IDIOT!" I scream as loud as I can. "Dan?" I hear Phils worried voice asks from the kitchen. "I'm fine Phil!" I yells back but something came to me.

'Idiot.' 'Your not worth it or anyone.' 'Why are you still here?' Give up already.'

I scream in pain as I clutch my hair like my life depended on it.

Phils PoV

I hear a horrific scream come from dans room and I run up to his room. Worried.

I open his door and see him screaming clutching his hair.

I run over to him and pull him into a hug only to be shoved. I look up and see dan looking at me with angry eyes. "PHIL WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM?!" He screams tears flowing down his cheeks. I feel anger rise in my body, "I WAS JSUT BEING A GOOD FRIEND AND TRYING TO HELP YOU!" I yell. We soon get into a argument.

I don't know what happened with my self control but I lift up my hand changing it into a fist and throwing it st dans nose.

Dan falls to the floor, looking up at his so called friend. "JUST GIVE UP ALREADY DAMNIT DAN!" I scream. Before being pushed out of his room and hearing him lock it. I bang on his door angry. "DANIEL!! OPEN UP!!" I scream before hearing sniffles and chokes on sobs, I stop.

"Oh god... what have I done?!" I ask myself trying to open the door. "Dan! I'm so sorry!! I- I don't know what came up wit me! I'm so so sorry!!"  I sigh and walk to my room and lay down on my bed. I let sleep consume me.

"CRACK!"

I wake up to a scream, and I get out of bed. Tip toeing to dans room, I open it surprised it was unlocked. I see Dan crying and sobbing. "CRACK!!!!" The thunder booms making dan scream and cry harder. I walk over to his bed and hesitate to get in with him. "Dan? Are you ok?" I ask he looks at me and cries more, I fight the edge to leave him alone and I hug him. He hugs back?! Thank god. "C-can I s-s-stay with y-You?" He asks stuttering. I pick him up making him go EEK! I smirk but walk to my room and lay him on my bed, I get under the covers and he does the same. I pull him into my chest, my chin under his head. Soon I hear soft snores coming from him. I smile and kiss his cheek. Just a peck. Oh god...

I just kissed my best friends cheek!