I was in the hospital for four days over the summer and while I was there I of course met some people. Hayden, Jordyn, Taylor, and Dillon. Hayden was a transgender cutter but he was amazing and made me feel grateful I hadn't died when I tried. Jordyn was this girl who was so beautiful and reminds me of my friend Zoe but I don't think they are related but they look like they could be she smoked and drank and also smoked weed. Taylor was this perfect amazing person and I'm still in touch with her and she's still amazing she's just absolutely perfect and I can't explain how amazing she is, she was bulimic and had attempted suicide. Dillon was this amazing boy who I liked and he liked me which is a miracle cause I was high as hell that whole time I was there and looked like I had just been crying maybe because I had been. But anyway Dillon was a cutter and he smoked weed and cigarettes he went in because his mother and he got into a huge argument. He was amazing it started off with little stares at eachother and then because of the no toutching rule we would put our legs next to eachother under the tables and he had the room next to mine and I had turned into my door and as he walked past I winked at him I felt so scandalous not to mention that I had a boyfriend outside of the hospital but it was because of him that I was in the hospital and he broke up with me as soon as he could because I was unstable in his opinion so that gave me room to be lonely and go to Dillon. And that I did but unfortunately he lives in a completely different state than I so we couldn't have each other but I digress. My friend thinks I'm sad when I bring up my hospital stay because she thinks I was lonely and sad while I was there but the opposite is true I liked it there in fact I've wanted to go back.
