[ Allen's POV]
It's the best-est higschool moment so far! I had a great time with my first love Inna Beltran... Yaa! Tama kayo, first love....
Let's reminisce the past......
Broken family................. that's the kind of family I have... My parents are seperated last 2 years ago..... My father has another family and he's in Singapore.... My mother is working in Thailand up until now, she's with my sister.......
In my childhood days, Inna is one of my childhood friend.. Our parents are sisters in company... That's why we met each other... I know she did'nt remember me.... Because there are a lot of changes in my physical look... At the age of 7 years old, i was about to leave the Philippines to go to Thailand... I had a tuberculosis and i got this from my father...... I'm too weak when i was a child.... That's why i arrived to Thailand to cure my disease.... I'm suffering almost 2 years, taking medicines 3 times a day.... It's very difficult, but i need to sacrifice so that i can go back to Philippines sooner.. After 3 years, i was 10 years old... We go back home, and the reason why I return is to see Inna..... I felt like my disease turns times two when i knew that Inna transfered to another house.. And i don't have any idea about it...... -______-
My parents sent me to South East High School.. I was first year when i studied there.... And i knew that Inna is studying here.... She's my first love.... No one else... I'm afraid to show myself, because there are alot of changes... Before i am fat and has white complexion,,, and now, i'm thin, tall and has a dark complexion..... I'm afraid of what she will say, or what is her reaction.. Will she be glad or not??
That's the reason, kaya hindi ako lumalabas... Hanggang ngayong second year na ako...
Hayley..,, Pangalan nung best friend ni Inna... Siya lang yung tanging paraan para mapalapit ako kay Inna...
1st year highschool ako linigawan ko si Hayley....... At naging kame...
Alam kong mali ang ginawa ko , pero alam kong walang mali kapag nagmamahal ka... Alam kong sa bawat nangyayari samin, ay knukwento niya kay Inna, dahil siya ang best friend niya.... One week lang kami ni Hayley.. Ayoko din kasi makasakit ng tao at naicp ko kung kami talaga ni Inna para sa isa't isa, KAMI.......
Hindi ko inaasahang mapapaiyak ko si Hayley, at sa one week na nging kame ay minahal na pala niya ako ng sobra.... Hindi niya tanggap na nagkahiwalay kami,, hindi ko na nsabi ang gusto ko kung bakit ko siya linigawan. Mahirap na......... -______-
S.O kami ni Hayley.. Meaning walang nakakaalam na iba... Hindi ko lang alam kung ipinaalam niya kay Inna.. Kase bestfriend niya...
Nag'let go na ako sa mga nangyari samin ni Hayley, kahit na alam kong nasaktan ko siya,,.. Mkkapag'move on din siya.... I know its hard pero time is so fast............ She has a lot of time to get over.........
And ngayon, 2nd year nako, at si Inna.... Wala padin nangyayari samin TT_________TT Nahihiya akong pakita ang sarili ko.. OO! Torpe na kung torpe! =_________=
Monday... Nagmamadali akong pumasok ng may nakita akong bbaing nagppulot ng mga papel, mukhang may nakabanggaan o nadapa siguro, hindi ako nagdalawang isip na tulungan siya.. ..........
Then nakita ko na may suot siyang bracelete BOSS nakalagay, naicp ko tawagan siguro ng bf nila,, yun kasi ang uso ngayon..... Then nung inangat ko ulo nya, na'mesmerize ako................. Its Inna.. OO, naggkapag'asa ako alam ko... ..
Pero what and how's the meaning behind her bracelet??? I don't have any idea, and i hope this won't be of what i'm thinking.......... Her boyfriend?? Nooooooo .____.
Matutulog na lang ako, nang bigla kong nakita yung picture namin ni Inna..... Nung bata pa kami... Dati magkasama kaming naglalaro, ang saya... Pero ngayon. Ayoko na ng laro........ Gusto ko seryoso na........
( End of reminiscing )
Hayy Allen. Wag kanang torpe ah! Torpe! Torpe!!!! Hay naku!! TORPE nga... Buti nalang ngayong araw naicpan kong lumapit sa knya, since kami lang tao sa library with the librarian... Her pretty smile, and her mesmerizing eyes.... O___________O Ang bilis ng pangyayari.... Ang dating batang kalaru ko lang, ang naging dahilan pa para malabanan ko ang sakit ko at mabuhay para sa kanya....... Sana... Sana..... I will gained happiness with her, and i don't wanna loose everything....
.............. Cause she's my everything, and i'll fight for her...............
[Inna's POV]
Hayy...... Thankyou Lord for this KV day.. :"""""> I met Allen... Hmm? Sounds like familiar huh? And he looks familiar too,,,........ Kamukha niya yung kababata ko, at kapangalan niya pa.... Kaso malabong mangyari yun, eh? iniwan nga ako eh!!! Naku! Tyka ang taba taba kaya nung Allen na kalaru ko! Nevermind nlang! :))))))) Well. This day is so great... :""")
2 weeks nlang.. Christmas Party na........ At natapos ko na yung mga activities na ggwin namin... Hayy, buti nalang dumating BABY ko.. Hihihihihi :"") WOW. AMBISYOSA LANGSSSSSSSSS....
I'll be honest...............
Sa totoo lang..............Takot na nga akong magmahal ulit, pero ba't parang tumitibok nnman ang puso ko para sa kanya... OO... Tunay nga ang love at first sight...... Biglang tumibok ng mabilis ang puso ko pagkakita ko pa lang sa knya......... Allen? My Smile,,,, is all he needs..... And he wants to be the reason of this smile.... ONLY HIM,,,,..... But what if he will also be the reason of my CRY...... I hope this won't be.........
Minsan na rin kasing nawasak ang puso ko nung nagmahal ako sa isang lalaki,, OO siya si BOSS...... Halos 1 year akong nag'mmove on... Ksi minahal ko siya.. LUBOS LUBOS..... Kaya ganun na lang ng masaktan ako.... Hindi naging kame.... NEVER... M.U.?? OO... Halos 2 years siyang naghihintay, he's courting me... He's texting me everytime... He always show that he loves me that much, but that time, i'm not yet ready to be committed to anyone.... I thought he can wait......and Yes! That 2 years he's courting me, I'm loving him also,, but he don't have any idea about this.... We had a mutual understanding for 4 days........... But i let him to stop... Because, i really don't want this to happen....... BUT ILOVEHIM....
So much.......
............. And the day i wan't to say YES to him......
HE STOP!!!!!! -____________-
Ang saklap............. Parang daig pa ang BOOM ni boy pick-up ng mag'boom ang puso ko sa pagsabog.................. Hindi ko makakalimutan ang sinabi niya ang last words niya sakin................
........... Inna, hindi ko na kaya, hindi ko na kayang magpanggap.... Hindi kita minahal, ni minsan........ Pasensya na kung umasa ka..., kung kailang handa ka na.... Kailangan ko ng pakawalan ang sarili ko..... I did my best...... I wan't to love you, but i can't........... Yes. I'm courting you, and we had mutual understanding.......... BUT.............. You don't know the story behind this.... I'm really sorry.... Boss.. Forget about it, from now on... Please?? Im really sorry... Goodbye............
TT_________TT Galing no??? Pinaasa lang ako... Yinaya niya pa akong lumabas.... I thought this would be my happiest day........ The day i will break my NO BOYFRIEND SINCE BIRTH title!!!! Nagbihis pa ako ng maayos at nag'ready lang ako....... Then uuwi lang pala ako ng luhaan...... =___________=
I'll stop thinking about this... Its just proving me of how fool i am......... And that BOSS! A great NUMB!!!!!!!!! Nevermind.................... i wish i can move on............. COMPLETELY.......
And i think i will succeed .......................
Yaa! My past is too slow................................. I mean, its really hard for me to move on!
But now, with just one SMILE from him...... I think it will be fast............. yeah!!!!!!! Fast.............. to move on!
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Tommorow na ako mag'uupdate. Tinamad na........... Hehehehe :)))))))
