Chapter 23: I cant do this

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Tonight we all decided to have our own little get together at the Cheesecake Factory. We figured everyone could use a good time.

Me and Jackson finish setting up. I turn to him. "This can't continue." He looks at me. "What?" "This thing we are, it's not happening anymore. I can't keep this up." "I-okay. I understand." He says. The gang gets here and we have a blast. We got Penny, Leonard, Raj, Bernie, Amy😒, Howard, Stuart, and of course Sheldon.

"You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in my room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do'

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you can see I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say your fine
I know you better then that
Hey what you doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you can see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know
Baby, you belong with me
You belong with me

Oh, I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong
I think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me."

Penny turns on the music and we all just mingle and have a good time. Amy goes to the bathroom. Now is my chance to talk to him. "Do it." Penny whispers in my ear. I stand before him. "Hey." I say. "I wanted to ask you if you've noticed anything about my songs." "What do you mean." "Like maybe have you noticed who they're about?" "No." "Well he's tall, handsome, very smart..." I drone on telling him about all the things I love about him. He just stares at me. "I have no idea who that is." I feel tears come to my eyes. "Sheldon... it's-" Amy snakes her arms around him. I feel my self gag a bit. I feel a tear slip from my eyes. I turn to Penny. "I can't do this anymore!" I yell. I look at Sheldon. "Its like slowly going insane!" I close my eyes. "I need to leave." I whisper. And so I do. I run. And I run and run and run. I get home I pack bags of my things and I head down the stairs. I get in a taxi and I go to the airport. "Goodbye Sheldon." I whisper in my head.

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