Loveless

chapter 3

"Don't bring that up" I whispered in a dangerous tone.

So this was how he saw me, someone who was just a weak girl who needed help.

Bucky looked at me seeing how broken I was.

"I'm in love with Steve but I still care about what happens to you" he said, his eyes pleading.

So that's his name. Steve.

"Steve who" I felt more tears run down. Not sad but angry.

"Rogers..." he whispered it probably wishing I didn't hear it.

Steve Rogers.

Steve was a good friend of mine and bucks best friend. I knew him pretty well.

I can't believe he would do this behind my back like that.

Was it all some kind of joke to them?

I felt a warm hand wrap around my waist.

I jolted back.

"Don't touch me", I spited at him.

His sad face turned hard

"I'M TRYING TO HELP AND YOU WON'T LET ME!" He yelled.

Did he really think helping me would be acting like my boyfriend again?

After what he just did no way. In fact never again.

I ran out of the bedroom and out of Stark tower.

"HEY WHERE... " his sentence was cut off by me slamming the door in his face and running out.

I needed a walk.

I wish I could understand why he was doing this to me.

If I didn't interest him in the first place why date me?

 
I walked down town for about 10 minutes when I realized it had begun to rain.

I felt it pelt down on me, first soft then gradually harder.

I didn't really dress for rain. I had a pair of old jeans, blue tee and a light jacket on. I needed to find a shop to wait out the rain.

I could have asked Buck to come get me but I wasn't going to let him win.

I didn't want his help after what just happened.

My eyes had dried but I knew more tears were on their way.

Why does it always hurt so much?

I found a small coffee shop and walked in.

Only a couple of people were here. I bought a cup of tea to be nice and sat down by the window to watch the rain.

"Do mind of I sit here" a man asked

I looked up from the window. He was pale with longish black hair. It was obvious he was handsome.

"Oh sorry if you want to be alone... I can sit somewhere else" he noticed my tears on my cheek

"No its fine I needed a little company anyways" ,he seemed nice enough.

"Thanks" he sat down on the chair across from me and looked out the window.

I noticed he seemed stressed almost worried about something.

His face turned towards me.

He caught me staring. I felt my face blush a little.

"Why were you crying" he asked seeming really concerned.

"I just found out my boyfriend was cheating on me with his best friend who I'm good friends with"

saying it out load made it seem more real.

But hey everything was worse out loud right?