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Miracle

walking inside the house, invited Zack so I can thank him for walking me home. I'm gonna make him chocolate milk. what I've heard to their maid that Zack is kinda obsess with those, just like Jacob.

"hey mom, where's Hope?" I ask my mom as I notice my sister's absence

"probably hanging out with Jacob dear" she responded as I nod my head.

walking straight to the kitchen, why am I even mad, no. mad is a wrong word, upset. I am upset, my sister barely have time for us, she barely talk to me at all, unless I go to her room and talk to her about how's our day going, but end up her falling asleep while I'm talking, a lot of things change, and the more she hangout with Jacob the more she gets busy. I miss her, just like I missed Jacob. I already lost Jacob, now her.

after brushing the thoughts, I continue doing what I should be doing aside of overthinking.

as I was done, it ends up I made at least five mugs of chocolate milk, I didn't even notice that I was pacing out so don't blame me.

I went straight to Zack, who happens talking to my mother about some things. hopefully my mom won't embarrassed me. as I walk closer to them, I gave mom, and Zack their mug and offer them a smile. I went back to the kitchen so I can grab another for myself.

then I heard Hope's voice talking to my mother.

I might as well get two mugs now, instead of one.

as I was done, I walked back to them happily, maybe I can talk to my twin now, I missed her a lot. but the more my sight was getting closer and clearer, another presence was there. there he is. Jacob.

might as well grab another one of chocolate milk

I walk to them and smile at Hope, giving her the mug and I offer the one to Jacob, I can notice the way he wants to refuse and reject it but he took it. I mean hey! it's chocolate milk. they thank me and I responded with a small nod and smile. I walk back to kitchen and make myself a warm chocolate milk. it's weird, I really hate hot water, hot food, everything that's hot. I hate summer either, but I want the warm weather a lot. warm water, warm food. I hate burning my tongue though. but my main concern was Jacob and Hope.

"hey sweetie, I'm home" I heard my dad as I was done

I walk to them to give my father a hug but instead he grab my mug and kissed my forehead

I mentally smack myself. I am not making one of those again

my dad went straight to their room and my mom followed him, with a heavy sigh since dad left his bag to the floor again. I just chuckle

I walk closer to Zack and smiled

"this is really good mira, thank you" Zack says

"anything for you Zacky boo" I say intentionally annoying him

"shut up" he hissed as I laughed

I laughed, so that I wouldn't look pathetic, seeing my ex and my sister so close making my heart pump out of my rib cage and show to Jacob how broken I am. maybe my sister felt this way too, considering I was once closed to her ex's, even though she says it was fine. It must be really hard to see people she loves to fall for her sister, the exact thing I'm feeling right now.

the difference was she doesn't know that Jacob was my Jake, and she doesn't plan for breaking him like I planned to the people who hurted her.

I looked away from them and focus on the TV, I couldn't focus, I can feel Jacob's heavy gaze. if only I could tackle him for a great big hug and kiss all over his face. I would.