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Miracle

I didn't go to school yesterday and last Thursday and George have been asking if I was okay, and so as Caleb, Luke, Morris and more. I just left them on seen after I said I'm okay

actually, they are really a good looking guys but they are all fųckboys

it's Saturday, and I don't know if I can go to that dinner or to that lame movie, guys are all sweet in the beginning then left you hanging after, that's why I'm doing it first before they can

I can't even look other boys without thinking about Jacob

I heard my phone ringing, It was just a number but I answered it anyways

"hey Miracle" I heard a famillar voice to the other line

"hey, who's this?" I ask

"it's george, save my number already so you won't keep on asking who the hell I am" he says sounding annoyed

"I know that tone. are you annoyed?" I ask turning on my b¡tch mode

"yes. you keep asking who am I everytime I text you" he says

"look, I'm not forcing you to talk to me. bye" I say as I hang up the phone

"I know I'm mean. harsh" I mumble knowing what he thinks about me

"Mira, what's better? the white dress or the black one?" I heard hope's voice as she invited herself in my bedroom

"they both looks perfect on you, but try the white one since you look like an angel" I say making her giggle

"hey! why aren't you getting ready?" she asks throwing the black dress then I caught it

"wear that" she says

"no hope, I don't feel like going out" I say as she looks at me confused

"but you have a dinner with George" she says

"and I can't handle to see his face" I say in all honest

"so you will let him wait for you?" she asks

"I don't know, maybe" I say

my phone never stop ringing, probably because of George

"can't you hear your phone?" she asks while applying her mascara

"that's George, he's hella annoying" I say as she laughs

"I'm going to silent it" I say as she nodded

while my sister was doing her hair I decided to take a shower, what am I going to do if Hope and Jacob date. I love Jacob but I love my twin too, love sucks. it will lead to the happiest person then left you crying the next day. I don't know my own feelings anymore

I wore my biggest sweatshirt and my black sweatpants together with my black socks, I left my hair normal, my hair is brown unlike my sister.

I look at my appearance in my big mirror, my eyebrows are okay, while Hope's eyebrows are on fleek, my eyes are Dark brown while Hope's eyes was light brown, my skin color was tan same as Hope, I'm shorter, she's prettier, I'm not confident about my appearance while she's very confident with her, we have a same voice, she's smarter and nicer. she's perfect while I'm the total opposite, everyone likes to be her friend, while girls have been ignoring me because they thought I'm going to steal their man. too judgemental, they don't know the reason behind my rebel side.