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Miracle

"Mommy!" It's hot! So hot! It's burning!

"Mommy wake up! There's a fire!" The little girl screamed

"It's hot! There's a fire!" I unintentionally yells while stomping backwards as those images show up while I help my friend zack here in their kitchen. Falling on to my knees warm liquid started to fall from my eyes as I shake my head to make the images disappear

"Miracle!! Miracle!!" Zack screams as he continue shaking me

"Help! Wake her up there's a fire!" I cried as I started to shake even more

"Miracle! Snap out of it!!" I heard zack, he keeps yelling and shaking me

"MOMMY!" I found myself screaming that word as I felt zack's hug

My breathing is fast and I'm sweating, shaking, crying and panting. Zack held me tight. I didn't know what exactly happened, who is that woman? Who is that child? Why do I keep seeing these weird images of them, it was blurry but I'm sure that, that's her, that woman, who is she. Why do I yell the word mommy together with that kid.

"Ugh. My head" I groan as I held my head stroking my temple

"Miracle! Are you okay? Tell me where it hurts!" Zack ask me, he's voice and eyes yells concern

"Zack" I manage to say another word again, I'm sweating so bad. I need water

"Water" I manage to say despite of me running out of breathe and panting

"Yes, hold on. Don't move" he says nervously

He gave me the water and I grab it without hesitation, I need it so bad. I was shaking and my head hurts, I'm scared for some reason, I really am scared. I just wanted to scream and cry, I want to let this all out! I've been imagining things and it hurts, I'm having the same nightmares and it kills me! Why do I have to be like this? Why can't I be just like the other normal teenagers, why?

Once I'm all calm and feels a little better, Zack helped me and lead me to the sofa. I rest my head to my hands, what was that? Stupid imagination and nightmares. I look at zack next to me, he's worried, so worried.

"I'm sorry" I apologize

"What happened?" He asks

"I don't know, I-" I couldn't talk

"Miracle-" Zack was about to say something but stop right away

"If you're not comfortable telling me about what happened it's totally fine. Just breathe" he added

"I'm so sorry Zack but I really don't know, I'm so sorry" i apologized

"Hey hey it's okay just calm down" he said as he rub my back

I nodded my head and took a deep breath. What's happening to me?

After resting, me and Zack ate the food he cook since I'm no help as always.

"Talk to your parents about this miracle" Zack suddenly say

"I don't know Zack, don't you think I'm overreacting or something? And how can I talk to them about this? Even I, myself don't know what's happening to me."  I sigh as I felt more frustrated every minute

"Maybe they know something?" He answered

"How can they know something I don't know Zack? How?" I asks cluelessly

"It's gonna be okay miracle, I promise you" he said and hugged me

On the way to my house, Zack walked me home and we were planning to watch some movies to make me feel better. It's very sweet of him to accompany me during my down time and I appreciate him a lot. I wish I fell in love with him instead, if I could I would but I really can't force myself to love someone I don't, it will only hurt the both of us, I will only hurt Zack and that's the last thing I want.

As I open the door, I immediately let Zack in and walk to the kitchen to get something to eat while watching, I took some candies and popcorn also drinks. Not something too heavy since we already ate.

"Hey miracle! What movie would you like to watch" Zack yelled as I was putting the popcorn to their bowls

"How about some anime?" I yelled back and carry the 2 bowls of popcorn with me

As I put down the popcorn noises from upstairs was becoming visible. I thought no one is home since mom and dad are back to work. I ignore it and went back to the kitchen to get the candies and drinks until I heard Zack speaking to hope.

She's home earlier than me? That's new

As I was walking closer to them I realize that she's with Jacob again. No surprise

I took a deep breathe and walk to the sofa without getting notice by them while they are busy talking about the game

"Miracle you didn't tell me you're going to watch a movie!" Hope suddenly blurted out making me jump a little

"Sorry I didn't know that you were already home" i look at her as I say that, I also notice how messy and swollen her lips are.

Oh wow

"Are you okay?" I unconsciously asks

"Of course. I'm more than okay" she answered happily and sit next to me

I never glance at jacob even once, my heart still hurts. He kissed my twin and she kissed him back, but the thing is hope didn't know that I love him but Jacob knows it. Arsehole

I pick, the girl who leapt through time and I felt Zack sat next to me then miracle sitting to the other sofa and cuddled jacob

Great

I took a deep breathe and start playing the movie, it's one of my favorite

I felt pair of eyes staring at me during the movie but I ignored it, my head starts aching probably from crying too much earlier at zack's house, I rest my head to zack's shoulder. We're so close now to the point nothing seems to be awkward again. I'm grateful for that, i finally have a best friend. I uncomfortably shift as I keep feeling pair of eyes on me. I look at Zack and he's definitely not the one who's staring at me, I glance at my sister hope only to see her fast asleep and then there's jacob. His eyes won't leave mine even if I stare at him, I felt my heart broken as I look at his swollen lips and messy hair, all I can see is him and hope. I gave him a cold glare and focus on the movie again. thinking,

Stop being jealous Miracle, he's not yours anymore. He belongs to hope and hope belongs to him just accept it already.