Happily ♥

Chapter 5

"I didn't know we had secrets for each other?"

"Well, we do."

"Why?"

"I don't know? Ask god?"

"God, you there?" he laughs.

"You're such a dork."

"I know."

"It's just, no one keeps a secret. So it won't be a secret anymore."

"No one knows about what happened when you were 13." he smirks.

"Shut up about that!" I feel embarrassed. 

"I think Niall needs to know, since you are becoming so close."

"Then I should tell Eva about, what was her name again?"

"Who are you talking about?"

"Don't you remember it?"

"No?"

"You were about to tell someone you loved her so you said", I clear my throat,"Love, I love you so much. I want to be with you and hug you and kiss you and make you feel loved. Do you love me too? Because, dear Heather, I love you so much." I imitate his voice. He looks at me with a confused face. "And then she said her name wasn't Heather."

"Her name was Jennifer."

"But you thought it was Heather, so that's why she rejected you."

"But I know Eva's name."

"It's Eve." I tell him.

"Wh-what... I called her Eva all the time."

"Harry, I am just messing with you. Don't worry, her name is Eva."

"Thank god."

Niall walks in with Eva, she still has troubles with walking since she was gone for a few minutes.

"Eva, are you alright?" Harry runs towards her

"Yea, I guess I am."

"Maybe you should go and sleep."

"That's a good idea."

I can see about the way Harry looks at her that he cares about her. I know because he cares about me. Love means putting someone else's needs before yours. And that's what he did. So Harry cares about me, but now also about her. Which makes me feel kind of sad. Harry was always the only person that was always there for me. Now I am afraid Eva will mean more to him than me. Even though he just met her, but he doesn't really care about that. Harry was kind of my lifesaver. I moved in with him when I ran away. He never cared about anyone but me, that's what he told me. And now he is going to care about Eva too. I am not ready for Harry not being here for me 24/7, but more like 12/3,5. Yuck. I need him to be here 24/7, what if James shows up when he is with Eva, huh? He wouldn't come even if I'd call. That sucks.

"Anna? Are you alright?" Niall asks.

"Yea, I just need some time to be alone. Excuse me." I say and leave the room. I actually leave the house and sit down in the front jard. I take a moment to cry. I don't know why I am acting like such a diva. Harry isn't mine. He isn't a doll or a toy. He is no one's, he is his, I guess. I don't feel like going inside anymore. I'll wait for them to come. And that could take for hours. All eyes are on Eva, since she fainted. Maybe I should faint too, to get some attention. That sounds pathetic. But I guess I am just pathetic. I wipe under my eyes. I let out a sigh and someone else does too. The person sits down next to me.

"What's wrong?" he asks. I look at my right, it's Niall.

"I don't know how to explain." I sigh.