Too Young

16. Oh No

Song to listen to > I Wanna be Yours by: Arctic Monkeys

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"Erm, that's not mine," I stammered. He looked in a complete state of shock and looked down at the picture.

"It has your name on the top though," He said, barely even audible. I tried to get away from talking about this by switching Evelyn to the other side.

"Please answer me, are you pregnant?" Zayn asked louder this time.

"Y-Yes," I told him, on the verge of tears. Stupid hormones.

"Fuck," He whispered. I closed my eyes and sighed, he probably hates me now.

"I'm sorry," I say, as I pull my camisole back up and propping Evelyn on my shoulder to burp her.

"No, don't be sorry. I just don't know how you could be pregnant while on the pill-" He trailed off at the end of his sentence. I can tell he doesn't want another kid.

"The day we, you know, I took ibuprofen to help my hang over. The doctor told me that taking another medicine while on the pill can cancel it out. Therefore, I got pregnant," I explained to him.

He nodded his head and looked back down at the ultrasound picture.

"I want a boy."

His statement made me smile the brightest smile I've ever done in a long time.

Zayn set the picture back in my purse and pulled out my meds; he stood up and set them on the bedside table then rejoined me on the bed.

"Come here," He said, holding out his arms. I scooted closer to him and let him wrap his arms around me with Evelyn in between us. As we were hugging, I heard a loud belch. I looked down at Evelyn who was smiling away.

"Did you do that baby?" I asked her, knowing she can't answer. All she did was gurgle and Zayn laughed.

I rolled over, with her in my arms, and set her in the center of the bed. I got under the covers next to her and closed my eyes. I felt the bed shift slightly and I opened one eye. I found Zayn creeping towards the door.

"Where are you going?" I asked him. He turned around slightly and smirked.

"Back to my hotel room."

"Well, could you possibly stay? Just in case she wakes back up and wants you?" I asked him quickly. He nodded his head and walked back over to the bed, sitting down and slipping under the covers.

If someone walked in they would think we were a perfect, happy family.

Even though we aren't.

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I rubbed my stomach for what seems like the hundredth time tonight.

Today is April 27th, the boys' first concert on their Where We Are tour.

Cora and I sit backstage, Evelyn in her arms, as we watch the boys' sing Better than Words.

"Did you see what Niall just did? Holy shit, gonna have to get me some tonight," Cora said from beside me. I laughed, but soon stopped from the immense amount of pain I was in.

Suddenly I sucked in a sharp breath and groaned.

"Florence, are you okay?" Cora asked me, sitting up straight.

"Y-Yeah, I'll just go back to the bus and lay down," I told her standing up.

"We are coming with you," She said, referring to her and Evelyn. I nodded my head and held on to Cora's arm as we made our way out if the stadium.

"Go lay down on the bottom bunk, I'll get you some water," Cora told me as she put Evelyn in her pack-N-play. I slowly walked to the bunks and laid down on the bottom. I rolled to my side and waited for Cora.

"I don't know his they expect you to ride a plane tonight," Cora told me, handing me a water bottle. I shrugged my shoulders and took off the cap, letting the cool water flow down my dry throat.

As I drank the water I felt blood gush out of my, lower region. It hurt really bad and I cried out in pain.

"Oh no, oh no, oh no," Cora muttered, hurriedly getting up from her position, yelling something I couldn't understand. I saw black spots speckle my eyesight as I felt them slowly roll back in my head.

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I opened my eyes and quickly closed them again, due to white walls and bright lights. I heard a steady heart monitor and something was stuck in my arm. I opened my eyes again and let them adjust, finding myself in a hospital room.

A piece of me felt empty and I honestly don't know why. I hope my baby is okay.

I turned my body slightly so I could buzz a nurse. I pushed the call button and waited for an answer.

"Hello?" I voice said.

"I just woke up. I don't know what to do," I told the lady.

"Okay darling, we will send a doctor your way. Your friends have been waiting for you to wake up for quite sometime now," The nurses voice said before she hung up. I sighed and laid my head on the cushy pillow as I waited for the doctor.

"Hello Florence," A male doctor greeted me with a fake smile, I smiled slightly back at him as he pulled a chair near the bed and sat down, looking down as his clipboard.

"So I have a little bit of bad news, but I just wanted to know if you'd like me to tell you by yourself or with someone else," He told me. I thought about it quickly before answering.

"I would like my friends to be here," I told him. He nodded his head and stood up, telling me he would be right back. About five minutes later I saw all of the boys rush into the room with Paul trailing behind them.

"Where's Cora?" I asked Louis.

"She went back to the buses to watch Evelyn," He told me.

"Alright, so the news is very hard to tell you Florence," The doctor said as he sat back down. 

I hope my baby is okay.

"Is the baby okay?" Zayn asked quickly as he nervously bit his nails.

Louis and Harry gasped.

"You were pregnant? Who all knew?" Harry asked.

"I kind of told Liam that I was, Niall overheard us talking about it, Zayn found the baby pictures, and Cora came with me to my doctors appointment," I told them. Louis shook his head and Harry crossed his arms over his chest.

"Well, I'm afraid you aren'tpregnant anymore Florence. You had a-a miscarriage."

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sorry that it's so short, i kind of just had to get this chapter out there. anyone else feel so bad for Florence? she was so excited :c

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