Toy 2

11

She can't just be alive.

"(Y/n)?"

My eyes weren't ready to believe the sight in front of me, I was blinking too much.

"You were here the whole time?" I ask her, she nods her head.

Fucking hell.

"You left me alone for a fucking year and you were alive too?!"

She jumped back, she should. I was angry.

I couldn't help but be angry and happy at the same time.

"How come you never let me know?!"

"Jungkook I'm-"

"How come you never came back to me?!"

She was trying to keep herself together, trying to not tear up in front of me. She knew she deserved the yelling from me.

"I'm... I'm sorry" she lets out, she held her hands together.

She couldn't just say sorry, she needs to explain.

"I... I don't know what to say..."

"You need to explain why you left and never came back!"

I want to calm down, but I can't.

"You were shot and I saw you die"

She stayed silent.

"I saw you stop breathing right in front of me, in my arms"

I saw one tear fall from her cheek.

I don't even know myself if I was crying.

I want to leave, but I want her in my arms.

"I was trying to protect you" she says, she sniffs a bit.

I made my baby cry.

"I'm sorry for pretending to be dead"

I made my baby afraid of me.

"I'm sorry for leaving you"

I don't want to leave.

I was too careless on our wedding day.

It was my fault she got shot.

It was my fault for wondering around without anybody with me.

I walked towards her, big steps, I don't need the small baby steps.

I know my mistakes.

I hug her in my arms, she hugs me back.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" she repeats. She needed me the whole time and I needed her.

"Stop saying that" once I say that, she obeys.

"Were you the one I saw?" I ask, she nods her head.

"Did you make the girls afraid of me? To be afraid of flirting with me?" I ask again, she nods her head, I laugh.

She hits my chest lightly.

"Do you still love me?" I ask one last time.

"Yes" she says instead of nodding her head.

"I've always loved you" she says, I smile, finally I smile. I hug her as tightly as I could.

"I've missed you so much" she mumbles against my chest, I missed hugging her this way.

"I've missed you so much as well" I held her as close as I could.