Toy 2

12

What is she talking about? Was everything I remember a lie?

"What? I thought you got shot? You died, and-" "Kookie, I never got shot. You got shot protecting me"

I see my hyungs nodding their heads in the back.

"This happened two years ago?" I ask, she nods her head.

"You got shot and stayed in a coma for two years until now, I was persistent to keep you, I didn't want you to go away"

"Wait, so you're not a spy who kills people?"

"What are you talking about? A spy? Why would I be a spy?"

"Then how did I get shot?"

"Your cousin, Myunghee" she says with a disgusted face and voice.

"Oh..."

"Yeah, she's in jail anyways and she won't be coming out anytime soon"

"What about Yonghee and Sanghee?"

"Yonghee and Hakyeon got married, for Sanghee she's found herself a decent but very kind boyfriend"

"They finally got married?" I laugh.

"Yup, after Hakyeon found out Yonghee was his childhood friend and first love, they started hanging out more, then tada! Marriage"

I nod my head.

"They also have a child, a girl"

"Really? I didn't think they would go that fast, I mean we're still in high school"

(Y/n) laughs.

"We're not in high school anymore, we graduated four years ago, remember?"

"We've graduated already?! How old am I?!"

"You're 23 Kookie"

"Then when are we gonna get married?"

"We're already married" she puts her left hand up and shows me a ring on her ring finger. She then lifts up my left hand and I see my ring finger with a ring.

"When?" I ask, I didn't remember.

"We got married during high school"

"I thought we hated each other?"

"No, we were a couple in high school, my parents and your's wanted us to get married, and we did want to marry each other so we got married"

How come I can't remember anything? This seems so fake.

"Are Yonghee and N here?" I ask, she shakes her head.

"They're at home, taking care of their child" she says, she looks at the guys worriedly, they did the same to her then all of them look away.

"What's their child's name?" I ask, she hesitates, why is she hesitating?

"Oh it's uh, Hana"

"Oh, that's a nice name"

She nods her head and smiles.

"You're hungry right?"

I nod my head, I am hungry, very much.

"I'll get you food" Jin hyung says and leaves the room.

The rest of the guys look at Jin hyung who leaves and quickly leaves as well.

It's just me and (Y/n)

A knock comes.

Or not.

The door opens and..

"Yonghee?"

Then..

"N?"

"Hey Jungkook" they both say.

"You guys are supposed to be at home, aren't you? Taking care of your child?"

Yonghee and N look at each other confused.

"Child? We don't have a child"

"But (Y/n) said you had a child"

"(Y/n)" I say to her.

She laughs nervously.

"I'm sorry, I guess I was wrong"

Yonghee and N looks at each other then at (Y/n).

"Can we talk with you?" Yonghee asks her, she nods her head. (Y/n) gives me a kiss on the head and quickly leaves with N and Yonghee.

I was alone again.

Why does it feel so odd still? I don't remember any of our memories of getting married, I only remember my memories of my dream. Or was it a dream anyways?

The door opens and Jin hyung came in, food in a tray in his hands.

He smiles at me and lays down the tray.

"You feel better?" Jin hyung asks, I nod my head, but I couldn't get this pit feeling inside me.

Something is wrong.

"Hyung" I call, he looks at me and hums for me to continue.

"How come I don't remember my wedding, well everything in fact?" I ask him, he shakes his head and shrugs.

Jin hyung doesn't do that.

"I don't know" Jin hyung always has a straight forward answer.

"Did I get trauma to the head? Amesia? Anything?" I ask him, he shrugs again. Why is Jin hyung acting this way? Jin hyung never keeps anything from me.

Just then, N, Yonghee, and (Y/n) came back in. The rest of my hyungs did too.

They are acting weird, they are behaving weirdly.

"Kookie, the doctor said you can be discharged tomorrow!" (Y/n) says happily, shouldn't I stay at the hospital a little longer?

I nod my head and smile.

I start to eat, the hyungs were talking amongst themselves while (Y/n) was talking to Yonghee and N. But N was looking at me at times, I could laugh at what I was thinking. Had he fallen for me? I was laughing inside for my stupid self.

But no really, he was glancing at me at times, as if he wanted to tell me something. Again, I still have that pit feeling in me, it wouldn't go away.

I would only feel this way if something's wrong, and something is wrong, very wrong.

I look around the room ar everyone, they pay no attention to me. I pitch myself, it hurt so it meant I'm awake, I'm not in a dream.

So Jimin hyung and Yoongi hyung being together is not real? V hyung and Sanghee liking each other wasn't real? (Y/n) never left me and I was the one who left her? We never hated each other? No, it was too perfect.

(Y/n) and I must've hated each other, no. I loved her while she hated me, wasn't that our fairytale? Us being a perfect couple like that? I hate the idea of us already being a couple without having hardships, it wouldn't make our relationship have any meaning to why we fight for it.

"Bye bye~"

I didn't even realize everyone was leaving already, I wave them goodbye while (Y/n) stayed by my side.

"Don't leave me ever again" I say to her, she smiles and nods her head before kissing me a good night.

Everything was too fake for it to be reality. I'd rather be in that dream than this, I want to be back where we had to fight for our relationship. I want all of that back.

But I can never have it.

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(๑¯ิε ¯ิ๑) Bye~ Bye~