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Torn.

Before I start this Chapter..

DID Y'ALL SEE THE PICTURES OF LOU AND EL IN THE AIRPORT?

Goodness, I swear I was already ready to die. They are so cute. They should just get married and make little Lou Lous or El Els.

Lol kidding.

But, they should really consider getting married and have kids.

But please, Lou.

INVITE US TO YOUR WEDDING.

Lol okay.

READ CHAPTER END NOTES.

Btw this is a chapter dedicated to Lou and El. :)

Oki. Back to da storeh.

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-Louis-

After awhile in the room, the Peacekeepers barged in and took me outside to where Effie and Eleanor was waiting. There was also a carriage-like vehicle waiting for us. And I suppose it was supposed to take us to the Capitol bullet train.

Me and Eleanor got on the train, he eyes not meeting mine. When we sat together on the couch, I grabbed ahold of her hand, then she looked at me.

"Are you okay?" I asked her, my voice soothing.

She simply shook her head and laid her head on my shoulder.

I shut my eyes and tried not to think about the Games, and how it would go.

I mean, it's bad enough already that I was picked. Now, I have my girlfriend here with me in the train, heading to the Capitol. It's like we were in our death vehicle, or something like that.

I looked at Eleanor who was gently snoring away, probably because she's tired.

I gently pushed her head off my shoulder and stood up, then I scooped her up bridal style and went into the main room of the train, where Peeta, Katniss, and Effie were talking.

"Oh my goodness, so soon?" Effie gasped.

"Effie, she just fell asleep. I didn't kill her by drugs or anything." I rolled my eyes. "Where is her room?"

"Over there." Katniss smiled at me as she pointed to a door by the buffet table.

"Thank you." I said as I marched away.

I kicked the door open with my feet and went inside the room. I layed El on the bed, and covered her with the thin duvet. I brushed some strands of hair away from her face and looked at her lovingly.

"El, I know you might not be hearing this, but, I just wanted to let you know that I love you. I always will. I'll give up anything for you, even my life. Ever since I laid my eyes on you, I wanted you to be mine. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I'll be here by your side through it all, and I will never hurt you." I paused for a while. "I wish you weren't in this position now. It's all my fault, I know. But I want you to know that I will never lay a hand on you violently. I will never kill you in that bloody arena. I will help you, El. I'll give you what you need, but please, help me too. At least before I'll die in there, i'd get to see your face one last time."

As I finished, I kissed her forehead and stood up from the bed, and leaving her sleeping.

-Eleanor-

As soon as he was gone, I opened my eyes and sat up.

He just poured out his feelings to me. While I was asleep.. Well, he didn't know I was awake.

I never realized how much he loved me until now. He said he'd do anything for me, but, right now, i'm just in a stae where I was on the verge of breaking down.

Back to when I was in that waiting room, I had a talk with my Dad. My DAD, who left me rot in an alley in the District near the Seam.

"Kill him, Eleanor." My father said, and his eyes showed no sympathy, no jokes.

"Are you being serious, Dad? I CAN'T DO THAT!" I shouted at him. "He took me in when you and Mum weren't there, I can't repay him like that!"

"Eleanor, only ONE will come out alive, and that will be YOU. Bring our family some honor, will you?" Father sternly said. If Mother was here, she'd agree to everything my Dad says. That's how selfish they are, only minding conformity, and not their own daughter.

"Look, Eleanor. If you don't do this, I will be disowning you." Father warned.

I looked at him with disbelief. "Dad, am I really hearing this from you?" I asked, my voice shaky.

"Yes, you are." He nodded. "If you don't do this, I will cut all things with you: Education, communication.. EVERYTHING."

"Dad.." I sobbed. "Please."

"Damn it, THAT'S ENOUGH, ELEANOR!" He shouted, making me flinch. "You will do as I say, YOU HEAR ME?!"

"Y-yes.." I stuttered.

That's right. I had a pair of twisted-minded parents. They didn't care about me. They cared about what people would think about them, and their family.

Truth is, I had skills. I was good in hand combat, but I never told anybody. It was like a hidden talent, where i'd just use it one day and everyone would be surprised, and people would be applauding my parents.

Yes, they like that kind of attention.

Now, I sit here on the bed, fiddling with my fingers, my guilt eating me alive. I NEVER should have agreed to my father's plan. NEVER.

The door creaked open and I saw Louis stand there, his hands in his pockets. He was wearing a light blue polo, which was buttoned all the way down, and blue trousers that were folded at the bottom, and what seemed like Capitolian shoes.

I patted the space next to me, and he walked over and sat. I looked at him, he looked at me. We were like this for a few minutes, and it wasn't even awkward. With him, there was never a dull moment.

After a while, Louis leaned in and crashed his lips into mine, hovering on top of me as I fell back onto the bed. Our lips moved perfectly in sync. I tangled my fingers in his hair, and just continued to kiss me. After a few minutes, we pulled away, and we just stared at each other's eyes.

"I love you, El." He whispered.

Well, truth shall be told..

I love him, too.

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PHOOEY.

I just love them so much.

Kill me now.

I can't get over that picture of them in the airport. Lou was just like kissing her cheel and paps were taking pics.

AHHHH THEY'RE CUTE OK.

Lol okay. Enough with da fangirling.

Song of the Chapter: Torn :)

El's torn because of her descision.

Aww.

IF YOU WANNA BE HARRY'S LOVE INTEREST IN MY NEW STORY, MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME WHY YOU WANNA WIN OR WHY YOU LOVE HARRY :) BEST ANSWER WINS. YOU MAY SPAM ME. lol.

Oh, WHO WATCHED AMERICAN IDOL?

Lol. The winner is.. Not Jessica. Not Phillip.

IT'S HARRY STYLES!!!

Haha joke. So glad Phillip won. And Jessica, you're still the champion in our hearts. (Filipino Pride!)

Okay. I've said enough.

Byeee.

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-Sam