Paige
Chris and I have been dating, in secret, for a couple of months now and I feel like everything is going down hill. We used to talk every day and if not, we'd see each other but now, it's like he doesn't really want to talk to me. I mean, whenever we start a conversation on the phone, he rushes me off the phone. Even when I see him in school, we never really talk for long because, he's always busy doing something. The last time I saw Chris was two days ago, I spent the night at his house but told my mom and Trey that I was at Zendaya's. Since the night of her party, Chris and I haven't had sex. We both thought it was for the best because, we thought that it was too early in our relationship to be sexually active. I think that may be the reason why Chris is so distant because, most of the times when I stay with him, he seems sexually frustrated. Two weeks ago, whilst Chris thought I was sleeping, I heard him jacking off. It kind of made me laugh but, I didn't want to make him hear that I was awake so, I had to keep it down. I do want to have sex with Chris but I also want to make sure that he wants me for me. Every guy that I've ever been with has wrecked our relationship by just thinking about sex. Speaking of ex boyfriends, Cameron's been texting and calling me a lot lately. I blocked his number but then he started with another. He really wants me back but, I'm never ever going there again.
"Paige, Zendaya and KeKe are here?" I heard Trey call. I walked out of my room and then into the living room. I saw KeKe sitting down on the couch, looking at her phone and then Zendaya sitting on Trey's lap.
"Hey guys" I greeted the girls. They both turned around and smiled. "You ready to go?" I asked.
"Yeah, let's go" KeKe stood up.
Zendaya and Trey shared a kiss, he whispered something in her ear and then she giggled. I made a disgusted face and then KeKe and I walked out of the house, waiting for Zendaya.
"About time" KeKe said, when Zendaya finally walked out of my house.
"I hate that you're with my brother" I said, making that disgusted face again.
"Shut it" she smiled. We all got in the car and then Zendaya started driving to the mall. When we arrived, we all got out of the car and instantly went into Forever 21.
"I need like...a wholeee new wardrobe" KeKe sighing.
"I knowww" I agreed. We started walking around the store and soon paid for our things and then went into different places. Now we're in Victoria Secret.
"You getting this for Chris?" KeKe raised her eyebrow, smirking. I had a leopard print bra set in my hand.
"Nah" I shook my head.
"Why not"
"I don't really know where we stand" I said, biting my lip thoughtfully.
"Why-"
"Hey baby" I felt arms wrap around my waist. I turned around and smiled. It was Chris.
"Hey" I pecked his lips. "Why you in here?" I raised my eyebrow.
"I got you something" he smiled, holding up a bag. "I was just was just about to call you"
I looked in the bag and saw the same leopard print bra set that I was just looking at.
"Oh really" I smiled. I leaned in and we started kissing. KeKe coughed and then we stopped. Chris laughed.
"Sup" he greeted KeKe.
"Hi" she smiled. "I'm gonna leave you two alone" she walked over to Zendaya, to the perfume section.
"So, what were you going to tell me over the phone?" I asked Chris.
