Life sucks.

Chapter 8.

** Mack's POV **

i am so freaking mad, who the hell does he think he is?! 

i grabbed my phone out of my pocket and texted jenna that i'm okay. and i am actually very worried about hayes. where could he be? i snapped out of my thoughts bc i bumped into someone.

"Hayes? where have you been?"

his eyes are a little bit red.

"What's wrong?" i asked him.

"i'm so sorry mack.." i am so confused right now.

"for what?" he grabbed both my hands and we pulled me outside.

"well this morning i was walking to school, and i saw jordan. i did not wanted to speak to her but she pulled me behind school, she undressed and-"  i cutted him of.

"d-did you have sex? with her?"

"NO, no i told her i loved you, then she kissed me."

"oh.. well it doesn't matter, cause i've been kissed to.." i sad this cause i was a little bit jalous..

"well..everything ok then?"

"sure hayes."

the bell rang and we walked to the cafeteria.

we sat down at the 'populair table', and the cafeteria slowly filled. we ate and laughed. calvin isn't here. good for him. i felt jordan and hayes ther eyes on me. after a few minutes jordan walked over to me. she bend over and whispered:

''hayes is mine, you little slut. he doesn't really love you. the only one he loves is me.''

why does this always happends to me?

i looked at hayes who was staring the whole time. jordan was just standing there with her friends.and since i already kicked calvin in the balls. i just wanted to slap that girl so hard.

"Hey jordan?" i said while standing up.

she turned around. and i was like sharkeisha HAHAHA. so i punched her, hard. her nose was bleeding and she cried. good for her. i don't care about anything right now.

this is such a bad day. and weird tho. but idc anymore.

"Mackenzie knowles, can you come to the director's office please?"

the bell rang.

i walked out of the cafeteria, and walked over to the office, and knocked.

"come in."

our eyes met, and i quickly looked away. and sat down.

she started "what is wrong with you today mackenzie?"  this conversation will be fun.

"well, some people are just annoying."

"that is not a reason to kick someone in his balls. miss knowles."

"oh, so people can grab my butt, call me sluts, kiss me in front of the class and being disgusting to me?" i yelled.

"miss knowles, if you yell again ill-" i cutted her off.

" what? this is the last schoolweek. and i don't care what you will think of me. but i won't let people be so rude to me." i yelled again and walked away.

 when i shutted the door, i runned trough all the people.

i pushed the front doors open and runned again as fast as i could, my house is 10 minutes walking. so i decided to go to my writing spot.

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i grabbed my papers and started writing.

after i got a whole song done, i grabbed my phone, scrolled trough twitter, instagram and vine. all of the vines were funny, until i saw a vine of me hitting Jordan. SHIT. 185k revines already. shit. what if shawn sees this? he will think i am crazy.. what have i done? i finally realised that what i've done was wrong. i quickly stood up and walked really fast. after 10 minutes of fastwalking, i saw a group in the distance. most were making out. i decided to take a closer look. I was seriously shocked. i saw hayes with another girl. she was leaning against him. and he pushed her off. and walked away. i sprinted to him. until i finally reached him.

"hey"i said out of breath walking next to him.

"Mack, are you ok? i was worried. why did you hit jordan?" he asked worried.

"yes i'm okay. she uhm.. said not very nice things to me.."

"what kind of things?" 

"i tell you another time" i said while smiling.

"i thought it was hot."

"well thanks, it think haha."

he asked me if i would like to go to the mall, and a ofcourse said yes.

"Piggy ride?"

"uhm, sure." i jumped on his back and he runned. after 5 minutes we were at the mall. first we runned to the nike store. for socks haha.

"this one!" he came over to me, grabbed the socks. and walked to the register. he paid and later he went to starbucks. he also wanted to get something for me. after a while. he came with our fave starbucks. we drank it. and went over to his house. we went upstairs to his room. layed down on the bed, and talked.

"soo.."he started.

"yes hayes?"

"look, i really like you, but i can't ask you to be my girlfriend."

"oh, good, cause i wasn't ready. but why?"

"cause you kissed another boy. and-" i cutted him off.

"ok. 1: it was brad, and i did not wanted to kiss him at all. 2: he just kissed me. but i pushed him off right away and 3: you kissed jordan.."

"oh, i am sorry mack i didn't know that. and i did not wanted to kiss with her either"

"i know. and it's to early for us."i told him.

"yeah, but know that. i am in love with you. and i love you."

"i love you to."

it's true. i really love him, and everything that happend in the past. is gone. i should focus on the future.